I had this song for over a week, but only recently have I noticed how good it was. Or rather, how good Lifehouse's songs are. Jason Wade, the lead singer, can really write great, meaningful songs! It all started with "Hanging By A Moment", followed by "You And Me", "Whatever It Takes" and now, "Broken". To me, this is one of the best songs I know, till date... Awesome song, I must say!

Here is the original album version of the song, the more 'sincere', acoustically done, closer-to-the-heart version:

This is the remixed version, which is released to the radios. A more rock version:

if the above doesn't work, you can try and watch it straight from Lifehouse's official website. 

Still, of the 2, I prefer...both!!! :D I like the official music video's protrayal of "Broken". Really reflects what a cruel world it is right now. But the closer-to-the-heart music for the 1st 1 is awesome when it's sung live. I can so imagine it! :D

Taken straight from Wikipedia, http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Broken_(Lifehouse_song)

I've got to say...this is my "IN" song of the moment. It's amazing how I myself have changed. I used to hate this kind of drone-y drone-y voice that sounds sore, but now, I'm actually loving the way this kind of voice actually shows the feeling in a song... Definitely a must-hear!!! (can say is i begging u all to listen to it ba! ;) That's how good it is)

Current Music Playing: Broken by Lifehouse   (the whole lyrics, coz it's just that awesome! :D)

The broken clock is a comfort, 

it helps me sleep tonight.
Maybe it can stop tomorrow,

I am here still waiting,

though I still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, 

like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart, 

I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart 

that's still beating
In the pain,

there is healing
In your name,

I find meaning

The broken locks were a warning 

you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, 

I'm an open book instead

And I still see your reflection

inside of my eyes
That are looking for a purpose, 

they're still looking for life

I'm falling apart, 

I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart

that's still beating
In the pain,

is there healing
In your name,

I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, (I'm still holdin')

I'm holdin' on, (I'm still holdin')

I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin')
I'm barely, holdin' on to you

I'm hangin' on,

'll be ok

The broken lights on the freeway

left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, 

having forgot 

my way home

I'm falling apart,
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
that's still beating
In the pain,
there is healing
In your name,
I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, (I'm still holdin')
I'm holdin' on, (I'm still holdin')
I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin')
I'm barely, holdin' on to you

I'm holdin' on, (I'm still holdin')
I'm holdin' on, (I'm still holdin')
I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin')
I'm barely, holdin' on to you

21:46

Staring at my results for quite some time liaox. And I think, I should learn from someone who is studying as early into the holidays as now :D It's not that I don't wanna study, it's just that there isn't that 'push' in me to do it! >.<>

15:12

1 more subject = 1 more area of ACE and topics to worry about!

I think I'm making the right choice...

Wednesday:

Oh ya I went to make my I/C on Wednesday. Hahax with my parents and brother. Saw Carol there. I actually forgotten by then, that Carol's bday is over. :S Oh but Carol say Bev is coming. Apparently, too many people in the building to spot her? HAHAX

Then went to my grandma's house. And I saw a dog with shoes. Amazing how people like to dress up their dogs nowadays. -.- 

Thursday:

Nothing much. Just went school and did like 30 minutes CIP. xD Quite stupid CIP, especially when another school had already cleaned the beach before our sch went. No organisation, dat's y. Hahax! Besides that, nothing much.

Saturday: 

I got my new racket. And apparently, I beat a 'top seed' from my class tie-break 7-2 :D. Woohoo! People say he give me chance, but who cares? He giving me chance is not my problem, it's his! I just play my game. ;)

Sunday:

I wanted to write something, but can't remember now. Too pissed off to say anything. I think I'm grounded >.<

The other few days would be results, which I wouldn't wanna talk about. Best not to remember the bad things for too long, rite? :D

09:46

Ok I'm indirectly forced to do this...so ahh well, I shall just do it den. :D

Uhh 7 years ago, at least?

LASTS
o1. Last friend you saw?
3 people. Jon, Cheryl and Yuna
02. Last talked on phone to?
I don't really talk 2 people on HPs. Those who know me, will know I sms rather than call~ :D
03. Last person to text you?
I think it was Yuna, regarding the badminton today. xD

FAVOURITES
01. Number?
10, my new favourite number, coz it's Wayne Rooney's jersey number :D
02. Colour?
I duno bout this 1. Green, I think. Yellow, red and black are nice too. (Manchester United~)
03. Food?
I don't have any preference, I think. Maybe uhh...the chicken wings my grandma makes in her stall at Circuit Road? xD (i feel lyk i'm advertising~~~ xD)

QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
01. What was the first thing you did this morning when you woke up?
breathe is such a lame answer -.- Open my eyes! :D
02. Do you have anything bother you?

yes. My results. :(
03. What was the last movie you watched in the theatres? (wad's the use of asking this? -.-)
Eagle Eye, about computer. Cool! But the highlight wasn't the movie, but the people in the cinemas. (some of you might know what I'm talking about :P)

04. Where is the last place you went?
Grandma's nasi lemak stall! YAY! :D
05. Do you smile a lot?
Yes, some say a little too much leh. Smiling is good! (agree, please tag :D)

06. Do you wish upon the stars?
Wad? I only hope for the better, but don't wish! :D
07. Are you a friendly person?
Of course! Just ask people around me! (agree, please tag :D)
08. Where did you have to sleep last night?
My mattress.
09. When was the last time you cried?
Hmm...does crying inside rather than crying for everyone to see count? then it was last friday when I got back my results, though I kinda expected it~
10. What was your last thoughts before going to bed?
Why man utd was not playing well last night xD
11. Rate life as of it now, 1 being bad, 10 being great?
8
12. What do you hear right now?
Sounds of gaming, bro singing and my music :D
13. Does anywhere hurt now?
Nope, I recover very fast from the injury sustained yesterday during tennis ;)
14. What is your favourite month?
Uhh all months are the same what! I can't like October coz need buy a lot of prez that mnth. xD

EMOTIONS
01. Are you missing anyone right now?
Yeaps! 
02. Are you tired?
Apparently after badminton today and tennis yesterday, still no! FuLl Of eNeRgY!!!
03. Are your parents still married?
Ya duh! StUpId QuEsTiOn!!!

BASICS
01. Real name?
Alvin Teo KS-.-
02. Eye colour?
Black...I didn't know got fwenz of mine have Dark Brown eyes...
03. Male or female?
Try and find out from my name -.-
04. Crushing?
Wad crushing? a crush...I think so ._.
05. Hair colour?
I can't see my hair now! Hahax black.
06. Sweats or jeans?
Sweats! (i checked dictionary, and 'sweats' actually is a short form of sweatpants, like track pants;) )
07. Phone or camera?
Camera phone? xD 
08. Righty or lefty?
Lefty! :D
09. Smoke or drink?
I don't smoke, but I drink water. xD Ok I did drink b4, but not a lot, and under guidance ;)

FIRSTS
01. First best friend?
Uhh Derek?
02. First enemy?
I have enemies? O.O
03. First vacation?
I think it was Australia. Any vacations while I was still in my mum's tummy, I have to ask her xD

CURRENTLY
01. Eating?
uhh air? xD
02. Drinking?
uhh water vapour? xD
03.Listening to?
Heaven Sent by Keyshia Cole
04. Plans tomorrow?
Nothing. No direction at all. I think I'm just gonna study, then play a while. Oh maybe bball a little! By myself again :(

WHICH IS BETTER FOR THE OPPOSITE GENDER?
01. Lips or eyes?
Both, but eyes are more important than lips, I guess. The heart is the most important to me. :D
02. Shorter or taller?
Shorter, of course! Imagine looking up when talking 2 a girl! :S XD
03. Romantic or spontaneous?
Both, but more to Spontaneous. 

It's hard to be romantic. But being spontaneous = caring, coz you express your feelings. :D
04. Sensitive or loud?
Sensitive, coz sensitive = caring. But too sensitive would lead to many suspicion. :S It's about trust, people!
05. Hook-up or being in a relationship?
Hook-up, with friends :D Relationship, not now. Too early! ;) (this is to some people!) SO READ IT!

HAVE YOU EVER?
01. Drank hard drinks?
hard drinks = alcoholic beverages. Yeaps have, under "guidance". :D
02. Lost glasses or contacts?
Lost none, broke more than 5, i think! the consequence of bball-ing~
03. Ran away from home?
Definitely no!
04. Broken someone's heart?
Uhh I don't think so...how to break a heart when u're not in a relationship?
05. Been arrested?
nope. I'm clean :D

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
01. Do you like someone?
I guess so...I like all my friends though! :D
02. Are you seriously happy with what you are in life now?

Yes, no regrets :D

16:37

Hahax sry, haven bought yr gift yet, but exactly when are all of us meeting again? Must ask the others liaox xD. Still, happy b'day! :D

Ok now to the more boring stuff. Today was almost horrible. Our recess breaks were all taken away, coz they had to do briefings and bus arrival timings. -.-  10am school brought us to go watch some music masterclass thingy. Pretty cool I think, but out of the hundreds of us there, how many actually enjoyed it? In fact, I myself kind of lost of 'eagerness' in the last half hour. -.- But the music 'teacher' is very animated, which makes it a bit weird, in a good way. :D

That's all for today, I guess. Bored, I wanna go play badminton! I wanna play basketball! I wanna play tennis! I WANNA PLAY ALL SPORTS!!!

Oh someone say she wearing skirt for the 1st time. Hahax I was like --> o.O Well, good luck! Hopefully jon will like it! Sekali he find you acting a bit abnormal...hahax jkjk! You 2 just have fun, wherever you 2 are going! Lovey-dovey, I say? JKJK...take jokes with a pinch of salt, k? ;)

Current Music Playing: About A Girl by The Academy Is...

One song 

about a girl

Can't breathe, 

when I'm around her

In case, 

she'll scratch the surface

She'll never notice

I'm not in love
This is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl

Last night, 

weren't there to hear it
These lines, 

so well rehearsed

Tongue tied,

and overloaded
You’ll never notice

15:25

1. They say "cannot throw temper", but they themselves throw their temper as and when they like. Understandably so, coz WE'RE ALL HUMANS!!! But then, why can't 'they' think the way we think? It's logical, and if I were to say it, MATURE THINKING! :D

2. They tell us to "rest/take a break after playing for some time". Yet, they seem to only see the bad parts more than the good parts. Even if you rest, they don't care! They pretend nothing happened and when you play after your break, they stop you from playing!

In the space of 2 days, these 2 things happen in my life. I realise how unreasonable people sometimes can mean. My brothers never rest doesn't mean I didn't rest!!! I'm sure my dad saw me resting, coz I was watching TV with him, but some people just wanna ruin the whole day. -.- Both times also 1 person's work. Haiz...shuo1 yi1 tao4, zuo4 yi1 tao4. That's why, we must all MEAN WHAT WE SAY!!!

Luckily, I learn to let go of such things and move on, just like what this song means, appreciating what we already have. Hopefully 'they' can learn their lesson. Can't believe a kid can be thinking more logically and practical than an adult!

Current Music Playing: If I Were You by Hoobastank

You seem to find the dark,

When everything is bright

You look for all that's wrong instead of all

that's right

Does it feel good to you,

To lean on my parade?
You never say a word,

Unless it's to complain
It's driving me insane

If I were you
Holding the world, right in my hands
The first thing I'd do
Is thank the stars, for all, that I have
If I were you

21:18

But it's so expensive, you know. This is the most expensive racket I've bought till date!!!

$320 for a tennis racket!!! My previous racket was only $200 bucks! The next most expensive racket I bought was a badminton racket also around 200 bucks! I don't think I'm gonna be changing my racket for a LONG LONG LONG TIME~

I really don't know wad to blog about...I've been playing Viwawa quite often these few days. Play Dai Dee mah (the card game, you know). Anymore people interested to join n play with me? :D

Yawnz...next week is going to be boring. Monday and Tuesday, HCI have some weird FOA, which stands for Festival Of Arts. Gosh just finished FOSH (Festival Of Sports and Health), and now this? o.O According to Mr Fong who gave the briefing, we're going out of school to art museums. Wow, how interesting -.- I'm not really 1 who loves art a lot. Difficult for me to appreciate art fully, but I'll just keep mum about it and TRY to enjoy. ;)

Oh ya Wei Xiang, since we might be going to art museums like Singapore Art Museum (SAM), how about we go Settlers' Cafe on that day? :D (SAM is the building with many of those coloured windows...Zi Kang might know wad I am talkin about)

Oh any1 else interested also can come! The more people, the better! SMS or tell me on MSN! ;) Woohoo! Settlers! Just shows how addictive simple things like board games can actually be!~ Influencial!~

Wednesday to Friday is EOYA for ProEd. Wednesday is supposedly fencing, but if i get to choose, I rather paintball than fencing. I think non-CSE students get that luxury lor. >.<

Thursday is CIP activity. Gosh, how many more of such things must we do? If it's beach cleaning or area cleanup, I really feel like punching the organiser. >.<>

15:33

Thank you thank you to Yuna, Yusong and Cheryl (Jon for coming today~)...

(anw jon n cheryl can put together lar HAHAX)

Went to Plaza Singapura after wasting my whole morning in sch for FOSH today. -.- Had to wait till like 2+ just coz of someone's HIC. Darn HP teacher sometimes, everyone has their schedule 1 leh! How can anyhow just extend 1?

Ok enough of complaining, back to the Plaza Singapura. :D First thing when I met Yuna, Cheryl (and Jon) is 2 people tried to suddenly take out a chipmunk and scare me or something. Enough said, it's so obvious which chipmunk they are trying to say with that chipmunk. Btw, it's a naked 1. Hahax...

Then came 2 gifts from Yuna and Cheryl, which is kinda weird since they already gave me the chipmunk thingy. Hahax nvm, I shall just accept. More gifts doesn't hurt, right?

Then we went to watch Eagle Eye. This was when it started to get a bit...uhh weird. I shan't say it. I shall just say that I shall learn from sworn sis Yuna to GET USED TO IT. It's really weird though. I didn't know they were so close to each other liaox. Creepy actually, a bit freaky, but yea~ k nvm, get used to it, get used to it...

Oh ya about the chipmunk, it's still not the weirdest gift I've received. Compared to the lettuce I got (which my mum laughed when I showed her the present -.-), the chipmunk only comes in 2nd for Weirdest Gift of my life, to date. xD

Eagle Eye was a cool movie. I think the main idea it wants to bring out is computers should never take over human brains. However, I apparently came out with an even more shocking thought coz of the 'Get Used' part~

Then went to Pizza Hut to eat. Yuna, Yusong and I all purposely sit inside. And I think 'they' know why. Hahax, oh and I realised both Cheryl and Jon eat very slow leh! Drink also! No wonder~~~ Oh btw Cheryl, actually you don't need to prove to anyone whether u fast or not leh. It's about proving to yourself! xD

Oh 1 last note. To the ny people who are having some sports thingy in the coming days, nid any help with badminton, ASK ME PLEASE!!! I'm REALLY BORED. I DUN MIND GOING NEAR YOUR PLACES there...AT ALL! Treat it as a personal assistant player. I try to help as much as I can, can? PLEASE PLEASE!!! Pretty Please!~ Thanks! :D

This song doesn't really just talk about cars speeding. There's more to it. And it's a message to 2 ppl. Heng Yuna already has the right mindset. If not it'll be 3 ppl! HAHAX! Keep it secret hor, sworn sis! Hush hush...;)

Current Music Playing: You Don't Need To Speed by Vanessa Fernandez

Why don’t we take a little time, and make it right
Yeah going slow, is not a crime
Be patient baby, you will find
I'll give you what you need

You don't need to speed,

19:27

Hmm so for today, I went to Settlers' Cafe at Clarke Quay. Wei Xiang made us walk from Raffles Place to City Hall MRT station. Then in the end, we had no choice (as we were lost>.<) and took MRT to Clarke Quay, where we realised that we made a wrong turn at the bridge near Singapore River. WE COULD HAVE SAVED SO MCUH MONEY LOR!!! Haiz nvm, learning experience...no blame game! :D

Apparently, at least 1 person knows about Settlers Cafe even without me telling them! Cool!!!

It's (Settlers Lite's) really a fun place to go, people! A great place to play board games that many of us have not seen before. Here are some information: 

The main branch address: 

39 North Canal Road S059295

(You can exit from Clarke Quay MRT Station Exit A and take a 2-3 minute walk to find Settlers)

Email: settlers_cafe@hotmail.com

Students have a special discount package of $6 per person on Weekdays (except public holidays), from 2-6pm.

Note: this $6 include an unlimited number of games you can play for up to 4 hours, and a free flow of drinks! And trust me, they just keep refilling your drinks!!! And with cups the size of a large coke from KFC, you could drink to your heart's content! xD Well, somewhere that size ba~ XD

It's definitely worth going...anyone who wants to go, please tag me, or talk 2 me online! Or SMS! THANK YOU!

Peace! ;)

21:12

Went to school and listened to 'inspiring' speeches via videos. -.- Almost made me wanna sleep. Although I must say, Bill Clinton make good speeches, and Oprah's Big Give is an awesome show. It's on every Sunday, 11pm on Channel 5. :S Weird timing for such a nice show lor~

2 Double recess breaks also used for nothing.

Coz of the darn rain. -.-

Hmm...this is weird. I didn't know people seeing me can get heart attack, then lose control 1 leh! What an drug I am! Hahax jkjk only...

Oh ya...the gift! People are keeping it so discreet that I have no idea what actually they are talking about lor!

Clue 1: Not too big, but do not think you can fit it in your bag.

Clue 2: it can be eaten (this part I didn't really hear clearly, whether can eat or not leh) xD

Well, I shall just wait till tml. I'll wait, I'll wait...ponder now, know later :D

The next few days should be cool. Tml I'm going to *scape and PLAY BOARD GAMES. Fun board games. Here are some pictures of one of the game :D

Then Wednesday, I'm going bowling. :D So Yuna and Cheryl, DO A GOOD JOB!!! Sorry arh, I only dun trust us in Cheryl's evil clutches. Make me go see merlion or go Malaysia -.- xD We're banking on you 2, since we duno how to make our way there. ;)

Oh and I'm being spammed on MSN now, for not telling something that the person wants me to say. To block temporarily, or not to? Hmm...

15:59

All good things come at this period.

1. I had a great time on Wednesday and Thursdays at Aloha Chalet. Looking at my baby cousin...SUCH A JOY TO HAVE! 

And my other cousins? The usual 'TAKE A LOT OF PICS'! -.- Guys dun reli like to take much pics, you know. Not that I know of any guys who do, that is...But, since I got the pics, I shall just post pics! Spam tym! :D 

2. Just when my dad ask me to buy another tennis racket so that I will have 2 rackets, and I can ask more people to play, coach ask me to buy 1 racket! He asked me to try out a few different rackets. He said that I need to move on from my current 'beginner racket', since my game has improved by leaps and bounds. Awesome!

Apparently, I'm more comfortable with HEAVIER RACKETS. It gives me more control. I need rackets that give me more spin rather than hit. :D Oley! A new, but VERY EXPENSIVE, racket! Coach's favourite racket, he says (coz he's using this racket now). ;) Hehe...

3. I got tons of smses this morning. 1 is at 12 midnight exactly. So wanna thank her! THANK YOU! I had to around 6+ in the morning. Can't believe there are actually people who woke up so early, man! Then came a wave of smses that wished me happy b'day! Even when I came online, there were people wishing me happy b'day!

It's the 1st time I had so many smses wishing me a Happy B'day, and for that, I THANK ALL!

I think, the only regret I have for this b'day...would be the day itself. No one asked me out to play bball, or do anything at all. Ah well, just stay home and play comp with bros, I guess. By the way, I don't blame any1 at all. Some still have exams, so it's ok. I understand. I shall just look forward to those who have arranged to hang out with me after their EOYs then. ;)

Thank you! Peace!

This is a great band, which I only realised they were so good when I saw them performing live on TV. The way they harmonise is absolutely magnificent...

Current Music Playing: Patience by Take That

I really wanna start, over again
I know you wanna be my, salvation
The one that I can, always depend

I’ll try
To be strong
Believe me
I’m trying
To move on
It’s complicated, but understand me

Cause I
Need time
My heart is numb has no feeling
So while I’m still healing
Just try
And have little patience, yea
Have a little patience, yea

18:00

So you can go ahead and buy it ba. Like I said, I'm fine with most stuff. It's not all about the gifts you buy, it's about how you as the 'giver' deals with the gift before giving it ;)

23:10

1. Earpiece...

so badly need a new 1, if not i'll be stuck with my old one~~~

2. Albums...

a) Boys Like Girls by Boys Like Girls

b) A Little Bit Longer by Jonas Brothers

c) Seven Second Surgery by Faber Drive

Note: VERY VERY RARE ALBUM IN SINGAPORE...the faber drive 1

3. Tennis stuff!

a) Tennis shoes (ex!)

b) Tennis OUTFIT

c) Tennis figurines

But actually, my one biggest b'day wish (I'm gonna say it out)...is:

FOR ALL MY FRIENDS TO GO OUT AND PLAY SPORTS WITH ME!!! :D :D :D

14:12

This is my "in" song now. This song...different people will have different opinions on it. Some might just feel that it is just another video, but some might feel more than just that. You should also take a look at the lyrics below too. 

I'll Stand By You by Carrie Underwood

Oh, why you look so sad?
The tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me, now
Don't, be ashamed to cry

Let me see you through
'Cause I've seen a dark, side too

When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
I will let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

So, If you're mad, get mad

Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me, now
Hey, what you got to hide?

I get angry too
Well I'm a lot like you

When you're standin' at the crossroads
And don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
'Cause even if you're wrong

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
I will let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you

And when, 

When the night falls on you, baby
You're feelin' all alone
You won't be on your own

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
I will let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you

Oh, I'll stand by, you
I'll, stand by, you

Personally, I can feel into the video. This video reflected to me about how much I actually have done for others. That's why, different people will view it differently. I wouldn't brainwash you into thinking like me. I just feel everyone should reflect on GIVING BACK...how u HONESTLY view the video could actually reflect on yourself...that's why I will never get bored of such videos. In fact, I will be more emotional the more I watched it. But the main thing for me is, I want to have that chance to go to such places and help out...

I'll wait for that chance to go overseas to help...I WILL...

10:05

It's weird that we can keep on relighting the b'day candle so that everyone gets to take a GOOD PICTURE. I think the candle was relight at least...5 times?! xD

It's fun to be dunked in water. :D I was dunked after a series of dunking of my uncles and cousings xD. So refreshing, especially when the weather is so hot and our bodies are all so sticky from all that barbecuing~~~

It's also really fun to see my baby cousin. Hahax teaching her how to say “我投降" followed by "surrender" with her hands raised up, when she hears that a "shark" is here. Hahax funny!

Haiz hopefully with all that tennis playing and swimming, all those bad memories of EOYs have been pushed to the back of my mind~~~

09:37

Results-wise, I have screwed it all up. I think this year's MSG is 3.sumting...getting to a 2.sumting will take a miracle, and I mean a real BIG MIRACLE...

Want me to put down all the results? dream on! It's not 'fanciful' at all. In short, a lot of Cs and Bs, with 1 A...luckily HCI has such a thing called ACE. My overall might be pulled up...

MIGHT~~~ haiz...

But at least, I managed to make many friends this year. And they are really good ones. Just through 1 'flunking results' incident, you can see how your friends are like~ THANK YOU, sunshine egg! :D

Oh and THANKS TO RACHEL for those chocs for my b'day present...a bit early, but your gifts are even earlier! You also made me realise something...

Current Music Playing: When You Look Me In The Eyes by Jonas Brothers

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

More and more, 

I start to realise,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head up high,
And it's all because you're by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my arms,
I know that it's forever.
I just gotta let you know,

16:55

I realise I have been posting quite a bit these few days. Which is good, given the fact that I can't play at home.

Speaking of which, I can't even play today!!! 'Coz suddenly my mum says to go get groceries IN THE MORNING. This means I can't play in the morning at all while my brothers are still taking their exams in school. :( Tough luck~ Never mind, this is to show that on Friday, I WILL GO OUT. Even if it means bringing my laptop to school to play, so be it! It's much better than staying at home sometimes. Eh wait, Friday my bros all end their exams! Great!!! But also not so great...it means I just wasted the playing time for today. Oh darn!~

I feel like I'm in prison...can't play at all. Use comp at home, both parents still say use too much comp...where's the catch for me after my exams, man?! Thank goodness I got people to talk to me online...so over here, I shall

Oh and to reply yinghui's tag: on the contrary, I love English songs. "Music's in my soul...all night long"...

Lesson learnt: I shan't post all the lyrics of the song, if not too long...

Current Music Playing: Just So You Know by Jesse McCartney

I shouldn't love you, but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you, but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you, but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you, but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know, 

How to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know, how to make a feeling stop

14:15

It just has the similar usual Paramore style~ They have another song on the soundtrack called I Caught Myself. 

Other notable bands and singers on the soundtrack include Muse (Supermassive Black Hole), Linkin Park (Leave Out All The Rest) and Collective Soul (Tremble For My Beloved).

By the way, for those who do not know Collective Soul, they're the band who brought you The World I Know. Most notably, David Cook sang this song on the final of American Idol. ;)

But the song I would like to introduce is this one now. I doubt there will be much effect if you just hear the song only~ So...must watch it!

They're just balls of energy, that's why it's really worth buying tickets to watch them perform live, I think. Jump here and there, like someone say hor. xD

But out of the 3 of them, I think Kevin is the best. For the benefit of people who duno who is who, Nick Jonas is the youngest and the guy with the red guitar, Joe is the without any instruments at all, and Kevin is the oldest, with the black guitar. He's the quietest of the 3 Jonas Brothers. He plays backup. But to me, he's the most cool. Coz he made me think of myself, quietly contributing. Almost anonymous, but still important. I like his hair like that by the way. Too bad now I can't have such hair...yet~ The quiet type is what I like. So LIKE ME! :D

Peace!

Current Music Playing: Play My Music by Jonas Brothers

Turn on that radio
As loud as it can go
Wanna dance until my feet can't feel the ground
Say goodbye to all my fears
One good song, they disappear
And nothing in the world can bring me down

Hand clapping,
Hip shaking,
Heart breaking,
There's no faking, what you feel
When you're right at home, yeah

Music's in my soul
I can hear it
Everyday,
And every night
It's the one thing on my mind
Music's got control,
and I'm never letting go,
No no
I just want to play my music

(Music) Got my six string on my back
Don't need anything but that
Everything I want is here with me
So forget that fancy car
I don't need to go that far
What's driving me, is following my dreams, yeah

Hand clapping
Earth shaking
Heart breaking
There's no faking, what you feel
When you're on a roll, yeah (yeah)

Music's in my soul
I can hear it
Everyday,
And every night
It's the one thing on my mind
Music's got control,
And I'm never letting go,
No, no
I just want to play my music
I just want to play my music

Can't imagine what it'd be like
Without the sounds of all my heroes
Singing all my favorite songs
So I can sing along

Music's in my soul
I can hear it
Everyday,
and every night
It's the one thing on my mind
Music's got control,
and I'm never letting go,
No, no
I just want to play my music

Music's in my soul
I can hear it
Everyday,
and every night
It's the one thing on my mind
Music's got control,
and I'm never letting go,
No, no
I just want to play my music

All night long (Yea!)

20:00

Next, went school to take pictures. Guess what? M3 only had 4 students!!! Or rather, only 4 students came! What kind of picture is that lor?  At least I keep to my promise that I will be at the photoshoot :D

Then left school at around 2pm and waited for the bus. Thank goodness there were a constant flow of people I know at the bus stop. If not, I would have waited till I sleep at the bus-stop (Man I'm getting lazy :S). On the bus, saw Milton and 3 other NY people. After all of us got seated, apparently the 3 of them were like...catfighting? Hands hitting each other right in front of us. Hahax...lucky Milton didn't say anything :P

Then it started pouring. It's been like this the past few days. When it rains, it's absolutely sudden, without much notice! Tian1 bu2 zhuo4 mei3...but I still went on to buy a b'day gift for my friend. Sometimes, it ain't such a good thing to have too many friends...TOO MANY B'DAY GIFTS TO BUY! I have a lot of friends who have their b'days on October! Must prioritise who to buy gifts, and who to just say Happy B'day. :P so be nice...and you'll get it ;)

Hence, conclusion is that it is hard being my friend...ahh who am I kidding? I like to have lots of friends! Oley!

I don't need to go school tml, and on Friday. I'm not sure myself whether this is a good thing or not~~~ I can't play at home anyway, coz both bros have exams. -.- Playing in the morning? I doubt my parents will agree to that. Then by friday, I will get all my results liaox...what if it ain't good? Then consequence is I'll be grounded! So that's like totally no play at all, while my brothers still have time to play a few days before they get back their results. What justice! >.<

What a meaningless, wasted day~~~ Hopefully I still get to enjoy...

By the way, I'm thinking of going to school tml, to play...if not what's the use of staying at home, rite? Oh wait I can't...need help Mum go carry stuff tomorrow...ah well,~

19:03

today...didn't do much actually. Slept late at 12 to watch Liverpool do a comeback win from 2 goals down to win the match, MUCH TO THE HELP OF THE REF. CORNY FACE!!! Learn that word, ref...CORNY, you ppl!

Referees are getting more and more 'out of hand'. The fouls given is so inconsistent. Just take a look at the latest two leading teams' matches. 

1. CHELSEA vs Aston Villa. Not a single yellow card for Chelsea, 2 for Aston Villa.

2. LIVERPOOL vs Man City. Not a single yellow card for Liverpool, Man City with 1 Red and 1 Yellow.

Are they really that CLEAN? I shan't comment on the chelsea game, since I did not watch it, but the Liverpool game? definitely the number of cards don't show what kind of team Liverpool is. That Skrtel lifted his freaking leg so high up and injured Jo's hip till Jo had 2 leave the pitch, yet no red card...NOT EVEN A YELLOW. 

Seconds before that, Xabi Alonso got tackled by some Man City dude. This is what the ref did. He looked at Alonso grimacing in pain, then while he looked up, swiftly took out the red. Immediately, all of Alonso's pain is cured! WHAT A MIRACLE RED CARD, man! Anyone remember the game before this against Everton, Alonso also got tackled and made someone got sent off? Same thing happened. Once red card is out, all of Alonso's injuries are cured, WITHOUT EVEN MEDICAL TREATMENT!!! I thought refs LOVE to catch people who are PLAY-ACTING??? refs these days are blinder than bats. -.-

No wonder Ferguson was furious at the yellow cards Man Utd are getting~~~

17:54

Well, it's a job well done. Like I said, if I change blogskin, I always do it TO MY BEST. I've added so many new things on my blog, mostly transitions. :D

And people 'complaining' bout the blogsong...not that bad what?~ the reason I put that is b'coz people still having exams...so I want them to know...

1. We (They) don't have time left to regret.

2. So stop your wondering, take us in 

3. Coz an empty room, it can be so loud, when so many tears, can drown them out...so hold on, HOLD ON.

4. So don't give up, stay till the end

5. Have faith, restart

6. When it falls apart, and you're feeling lost, all your hope is gone, at times again to Hold On, Hold on!

YOU GUYS CAN DO IT! I've conquered mine, I'm sure you all can do the same! jia yous!

btw to a particular someone. Definitely the problem with your friend ain't gonna just DISAPPEAR from your mind and diffuse into thin air, but I hope you could somehow just push it to one side of yr mind, and please please please DON'T LET IT AFFECT YOUR EXAMS. We all have our own problems too...

I'm sure many have heard of "Please attend to oneself before attending to others in need", rite? xD

Current Music playing: Boston by Augustana

In the light of the sun,
Is there anyone, 

oh it has begun
Oh dear you look so lost
Eyes are red and tears are shed, this world you must have crossed 

You said "You don’t know me, 

and you don’t even care", oh yea

And you said, "you don’t know me, 

and you don’t wear my, chains", oh yea

Essential yet appealed
Carry all your thoughts, 

across an open field
When the flowers gaze at you,
they're not the only ones, 

You said, "You don’t know me, 

and you don’t even care", oh yea
And you said, "You don’t know me, 

and you don’t wear my, chains", oh yea

She said, "I think I’m going to Boston.
I think I’ll start a new life,
I think I’ll start it over.
No one knows my name.
I’ll get out of California,
I’m tired of the weather.
I think I’ll get a lover,
I'll fly them out to Spain"

Oh yea "I think I’ll go to Boston.
I think that I’m just tired.
I think I need a new town,

to leave this all behind.
I think I need a sunrise,
I’m tired of the sunset.
Here it’s nice in the summer,
Some snow would be nice, oh yea

You don’t know me
and you don’t even care, oh yea

In Boston, 

no one knows my name, yea
No one knows my face
No one knows my name

In Boston,

21:48

Well, it's really over this time...

Yay me! :D

Totally didn't waste anytime doing what I want after my exams. Immediately after 2day's exams, I went on a 4-hour basketball-table tennis "marathon". 1st 2 hours: Bball, 3rd hour (12-1): Table Tennis, 4th hour: Bball...AWESOME! I can feel the adrenaline rushing up my blood. The force to play sports IS BACK!!!

Oh I ain't gonna change my blogskin by 2nite...I'm HUNTING FOR SONGS now. I shall change it tomorrow. 

For those who can't wait for me to change my blogskin, KEEP YOUR FINGERS CROSSED I don't delay it any furthur...hehe...

Peace!

Current Music Playing: Only One by Yellowcard

Broken, this fragile thing now
And I can't, 

I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, 

I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (and I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, 

scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I'd let go, 

There's just no one, that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, 

I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, 

I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, 

scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I'd let go, 

but there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

(Guitar Solo)

Here I go 

So dishonestly, leave a note, 

For you my only one
And I know,

Here I go, 

Scream my lungs out and try, to get to you
You are my only one
I'd let go, 

but there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one...
My only one...
My only one
You are my only, my only one...

19:03

any1 who needs help in your studies, please SMS (insert my hp number here), or MSN me! FREE SERVICE...when it comes to studying. :D If you wanna give money also can though!~

(P.S. those who know me will have my number, if not on msn then ask from me!)

Not bad leh...immediately got 1 enquiry liaox...making good advertising apparently! xD

See Joanne, safety 1st...DON'T PUT TOO MUCH PERSONAL PARTICULARS ON PUBLIC BLOG!

Hair-flinging, apparently the new activity for a few people~

21:05

Thanks to the bio paper, I think it's gonna pull my grades FREAKING LOW now...

Tough luck!~ Yip's a tricky paper setter -.-

But SO WHAT?

It's over...the torment is over! Rolled it all up in a ball and KICKED IT AWAY...HARD!!! 3 Cheers for Sweet Revenge!!! Music today sounds louder than normal, I also don't know why. Anyway, now it's time to catch up on some hoops practice...

Oh talking about hoops, I don't know why I'm so into bball. Many people ask me to join bball, but am I really that good? It did cross my mind, but I have a huge weakness - Consistency! Hence, it only CROSSED MY MIND, didn't manage to dig a deep hole in my memory...

Well then, FOR THE LOVE OF THE GAME IT SHALL BE!!! :D

20:52

The Aalborg BK manager looks like Ferguson in all directions! Even his actions are so identical to Ferguson's! Hahax...

Berba silenced his critics for good this time! Rooney is back to his best...but then, slight knock...dangerous! :S

I'm watching the highlights on TV now...c yaz!

Oh and I realise there is A LOT 2 STUDY FOR BIO...gosh...i'll try 2 finish...

09:44