17:49

Being wrongly accused is, to anyone at all, a difficult pill to swallow, especially to you. Cry ba~ Cry to your heart's content. ;)

But after that, come back to earth, and forget about it.

Well, glad she realised her mistake, but remember, don't expect her to apologise 2 you. She has a status to protect, so treat the benefits of using the computer (without going overboard, of course) a virtue, and a way of her apologising. ;)

To put it the hard way, she will feel that she doesn't owe you anything, but what can we say? That's parents. It's who they are, that's what they do. But we don't blame them. They're humans after all. Humans make mistakes, albeit a quite big 1~ :P

We think, grumble (or cry in your case :D), and we move on. :D

So,

Cherish what the things they give/allow us, not what they don't. ;)

Cheers! :D

(Oh and sorry for not being there when help was called. 911 not working :P)

16:33

Stay strong.

Your mum didn't say so because she wants to. She just wants you to make full use of your time.

Need I say, it's juz a few months to your ONCE-IN-A-LIFETIME exam? Remember, this only comes once in your life, nothing can make it come back. That's why she said dat.

It isn't your fault, it's no one's fault. It's just responsibility as a PSLE student. 

Just this 3months, and it'll be all down to the papers. And after that, u'll be more free than anyone else! Think of it that way. ;)

Try asking your sister about it. I think she might have gone through the same process as you did rite now. Although mine is similar, it isn't the exact carbon copy. So mebbe she can give u a few tips here and there. :D

With that, Cheers! and Peace!

Stay strong.

(these meaningful lyrics should help! ;) It tells of letting it rain since we can't stop it, letting go of what has already happened since we can't stop it from anything. You feel it's unbearable and you may pray for the best, still it's fruitless, like stopping the inevitable. But on the bright side, with the rain, you'll have shelter, proudly brought to you by your friends and family.

We are all here.)

You see life is a crazy thing

And everything in between

And I don't know, which way it's gonna go

If it's gonna be a rainy day

There's nothing we can do to make it change

I can be your shelter till it's done

We can make this last forever

So please don't stop the rain

Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall

Please don't stop the rain

Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall

Please don't stop the rain, Oh we're a little closer now

In finding what life's all about

18:05

Someone's egoistic nature is rubbing off on me liaox! Good, no good? 

Hahax but let's not play the blame game.

Besides, it's her bday, what can I say?

Hapi bday!

Oh ya and you too, Mr Young! the big 30! And according to your expertise, it's 20 years of youth, and 10 years of experience. 

Yea rite~ XD

[some boys who are young are eternally stupid~ Mr Young]

So much for helping yourself~ :P

Still, 

Could've been anywhere in the world,

but you're here with me

That's good for my ego (haha haha)

Me and my ego, and she go everywhere we go

My ego is my imaginary friend.

17:26

Hopefully, hope.

11:42

I'm having several sleepless nights these few days, and I don't really know the reason why. :S It came so sudden, I couldn't react. And I'm definitely not going for sleeping pills!

Maybe I'm hinting to you, but maybe I'm not.

See? Something is wrong with me, but what?

It's really hard if two people do not know what the other party is thinking. You just keep speculating, and speculating, but no correct answer comes out of it. And of course, no one dares to make that first move in the end.

Am I really falling for it? Or should I just take a step back and think about the moves to make?

When my head is strong,

but my heart is weak

I'm full of arrogance,

and uncertainty

But I can't find the words,

you teach my heart to speak

You make it real for me

11:15

Well, the ankle swelled even more than the day before >.<

In other words, I can't go Wild Wild Wet take care of kids. Argh!

Now I'm like starting to think about that injury of mine, whether there was anything I could have done to avoid it swelling...

If I did not play on after I sprained my ankle on Monday, would my ankle have swollen?

But if I did not play that day, and my ankle still swell, then wouldn't I have wasted my only chance to play tennis for (possibly) the entire week?

Mind you, it's a no-extension holiday. >.<

Haiz...

Which brings me to think bout what I heard from Muttons last night. Hahax they actually said "We shouldn't be wanting a holiday because people are sick." Well fair enough, good point there. ;)

They then continued, "We should have a holiday for, say, the Asian Youth Games, or Youth Olympics!" 

Bleair, like that would ever happen~

We're different from America, where simply an American Idol Top 3 contestant can have a day named after them in their hometown city (e.g. Adam Lambert Day, and Kris Allen Day).

Maybe that's why there ain't that much hype about Singapore Idol in our country, don't you think?~~~

Every memory of looking out the back door,

I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor

Goodbye, goodbye

Every memory of walking out the front door,

I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for

It's hard to say it, time to say it.

Goodbye, goodbye.

I miss that town, I miss the faces

I miss it now, I can't believe it

If I could relive those days,

09:46

I wore this new black T-shirt, coz it's late afternoon to evening...nt so hot :P

21:01

But the fun part only comes after that. We went Settlers' Cafe!!!

Ok I'm not gonna go on explaining and droning on and on about what Settlers' Cafe again. (but if you wanna noe, come ol and ask mi on msn :D) This time, I went with my family, along with cousin Esther. :D

Great fun, I must say. 'Sequence' is a really nice game, has something to do with poker cards. ;) 'Monopoly Card Game' ain't that bad either. :D But 'Sitting Duck' is a totally senseless, never ending game. Sorry :S

However, the fun part shouldn't be the main thing. Take a step back and remember that today is Father's Day. And apparently, it is through this did I really realise what is the true meaning of Fathers' Day in my father's context. Although he didn't say it, I know it.

To my dad, Fathers' Day is not about him being the only one happy.

It's about making everyone in his family happy. Us being happy = Him being happy. He finds joy in making us all happy.

Can't believe we actually made him pay for the bill at Settlers o.o

Still, Happy Fathers' Day.

Or rather, Happy FATHER'S DAY, a day specially dedicated to you.

And you only.

I say, I'm feelin' it, feelin' the dirty funky stuff that we're dealin' with

Well I hope you brought your game shoes,

coz this dirty funk's what we're gonna have a rave to

Coz it's dirty funk, it's up and away

And we turn up the drums, and have a little rave

When the night turns into today 

the funk don't stop, it just,

moves away

To another place and they rave

They rave

Dirty funk!

21:51

My prediction would be that Kris' would do better on the top 100, but Adam's would dominate the rock charts. Hopefully I'm right :D

09:50

No Boundaries is a great song! :D

Yea the snippet (i.e where both Kris n Adam sang during the American Idol finals) wasn't good at all, but it takes the whole song, and constant listening 2 actually like it. :D

Really good actually. It has that freedom kind of sound, esp when he sings the 'yea' parts XD. I think this song probably underlined his status as American Idol winner, and proved his point too! Well, he isn't that bad in the 1st place! >.<>

18:34

You know what, you want but, how long can you wait?

Every moment last forever,

when you feel you've lost your way.

What if, my chances, were already gone?

I started, believing, that I could be wrong

So here I am, still, holding on

With every step, you climb, another mountain

Every breath, it's harder to believe

Just when you think, the road, is going nowhere

Just when you almost gave up on your dreams

They take you by the hand, and show you that you can

There are no boundaries

There are no boundaries

I fought to, the limit, to stand on the edge

I've jumped every bridge, I've run every line

I risked being safe, but I always knew why

I always knew why

So here I am, still, holding on

22:59

Finally, he's gone. And for those who noticed it on my personal message on msn, so did his name.

I've had enuf of your stinking BABY TEMPER, I've had enuf of your self-proclaimed dominance of being the best player in the world. Try looking in the mirror, and LOOK BEHIND YOU. You behave nothing like the best.

Besides, wad's the use of keeping an unhappy player who only wants people to pass him the ball PERFECTLY? Anything more than a perfect pass, the reaction will be a sulky baby who didn't get his lollipop. Somehow, this suddenly make mi rmb bout sum1 from tennis. :P

So you think you're indispensable? Hahax you juz got sold! At an awesome cost too! Man Utd got back almost 7 times the profit!!! We could secure Tevez, and still have almost 50million to buy 3-4 you-to-be! :P

But I doubt Ferguson will. He knows exactly what he is doing. He never accepts his players to be spoilt brats. Even if he did allow another Ronaldo to join, once he snatches jackets and fling it on the ground in the fury of being substituted, the exit door's getting ready to be opened, the golden light shining brightly. Not to show prospect, but to show money. It's the same as entering a brightly-lit room from a dark room. At the start, your eyes would not be so used to adjusting to the sudden strong glare from the light rays. But once they adjust, everything is back to normal, and you see everything clearly.

Just remember, once you walk past that door, there's no turning back. Don't expect yourself to come back and go out anytime you want, as if it's a shopping market.

And please please cry baby, when you do regret your choice, do not cry over spilled milk, Not even licking it back up will help...

Well, from now on, we clearly know who man utd's most influential player. He may not have the looks, but his skills, his vision, his awareness, HIS IMPROVEMENT can never be neglected even when Ron was arnd. He never stops running, always giving his best in every game he plays for Man Utd. This is the kind of players I really hope to see in Man Utd. Loyalty, intergrity, and fearless. The 3 key points b4 you ever think about coming to Man Utd. His name? Wayne Rooney.

Yes Rooney gets frustrated when he couldn't get the ball, but it's coz he wants to attack FOR THE TEAM. Making passes, running at defenders to open up space for his teammates. WHO CAN BLAME HIM THEN?

And yes, he still goes into rash tackles. But anyone who has seen him when he juz started playing for Man Utd would have known how much he was in the news for ALL THE WRONG REASONS, and also how much he has improved from there. ;)

Rooney has really matured a lot as a player this season. He doesn't mind playing in any position for Man Utd, from striker role to a defensive right/left back, he just wanna play. Even when being substituted, he asks the manager for the reason, and thinks it through b4 deciding on how he shld react. You just have to sit there and watch in admiration his commitment, and wonder, what really drives this man to peak even when he's gd? 3 words: Striving for excellence. And that's to you, Ronaldo. -.-

I think the marriage to his childhood sweetheart helped him mature a lot. reli reli A LOT. And yes, that's advice to you again, Ron. FYI, going out with Paris Hilton doesn't really help. -.-

I also expect Nani to leave next. 2 b honest, other than a few nice shots, the only other thing I can remember about him is that he seldom wants to pass the ball. He just wants the ball to juggle, and show off. And without his fellow Portuguese mate in the club anymore, it juz further enhances his desire to move to (where else) Spain.

Ron's departure affecting Man Utd? I think not! Why pacify 1 child when you can bring up the whole team's morale? No one ever has to put picture-perfect passes right in front of the club's (now ex-club's) 'best player'. Everyone can be happy again, that everyone who plays for Man Utd WHOLEHEARTEDLY wants to do so. :D

You think u're moving to the best club in the world? My gosh, look at their league position, look at the ever-swopping of managers in the club, then think again. -.-

Then again, don't think. Coz you can't, and never will.

Good riddance, hao lian kia.

And ALL HAIL THE NEW MAN UTD HERO about-to-be LEGEND, Wayne Rooney.

I wanna tease you till you're begging me

And you're on your knees, and it's hard to breathe

And every other time's, just a memory        [please don't have a memory of us, Ron, coz we won't have for you! -.-]

'Coz I only wanna be wanted by you          [Yea sure, now you're being wanted, not just Real Madrid, but by Paris Hilton too! xD]

Now I'm going crazy        [Yes you're going crazy, Ron]

I'm tired of waiting        [We know you are, Ron]

My lips are on fire, I just want you to know

I'm losing my patience, for the time that you've wasted

[OF COURSE YOU'LL THINK WE'RE JUST WASTING YOUR TIME! YOU WASTED OUR TIME SPECULATING TOO! >.<]

08:06

With my current lousy results in mind, I have already agreed to cut down on my frequency of playing tennis in a week, since competition is now over. (Competition period I played 6/7 times a week i.e everyday!)

Hence, I have told myself this.

Monday: Only afternoon-evening (3-7pm) used to play tennis!

this means that I have from morning till around 2pm to study. Evening when reach home after dinner, play. :D Good plan.

Tuesday: Out from morning till arnd 4pm, coz taking care of cute kids. Yes, that CIP again :D

this means that I have after 4pm to study till, say, 8pm. Then dinner, then play till 10pm only. Fair enough a day.

Wednesday: Only morning till afternoon 1.30 used to play tennis!

this means that I have the whole remaining afternoon to study, till around 7/8pm. Remaining night to play. :D Good plan too.

Thursday: TOTALLY AT HOME

this means that I can study from morning till 5/5+pm. then remaining time I shall play. More playing time, yea, but also more studying time. :D

Friday: Out with kids again till arnd 4pm.

this means that it's the same as tuesdays.

Now, tomorrow I'm gonna be striped of one of my 2 wkdays to play tennis. For what? To go look at massage chairs -.-

Fair enough a reason? I think not.

I mean, do I really wanna go see 1? Do I really need 1?

Will I really use it? O.O

So why do I have to join in?

And now, they are telling me that I shouldn't play so much tennis.

C'mon, for the sake of my studies, I have already forsaken a lot of tennis, esp when, like you all said, I'm not reli gonna go pro in d tennis sport.

But it's my only chance to be away from my books, my computer, and you wanna use this time to go see massage chairs.

Not only that, you guys took a step further and reminded me that my results aren't really improving.

Nice going, I wonder if going to look at massage chairs can actually help me improve~~~

It's never enough, to say I'm sorry

It's never enough, to say I care

But I'm caught between

what you wanted from me

And knowing if I give it to you, I might just disappear

Nobody wins when everyone's losing

Oh, it's like one step forward and two steps back

No matter what I do, you're always mad

And I can't change your mind.

20:13

it went great! I think I've done more work in a day than any other day since the holidays started! (hahax n 2 think I dare to admit that in front of everyone xD)

apparently, I'm not the only 1 to be indecisive about what to eat when I'm in the food court/hawker centre :P But who really cares? What's most important is, make the right choice...for yourself~ XD

Someone had to eat carrot cake coz can't open her mouth big enuf...jaw pain :S

Good luck on recovering that den :D

Alvin, signing off!

Peace! ;)

Wow I juz thought of this song, and when I random-ed my entire song playlist (that's a few GB worth of songs, mind you), that song juz appeared.

All-tym favourite!!! :D

(P.S. Want the song? try your luck and ask me ol ;) )

I need a little more luck than a little bit,

Coz everytime I get stuck, the words won't fit

I need a little good love to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit

Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet

Coz everytime I try, I get tongue tied

I need a little good luck to get me by this time

18:46

Hopefully, it will stay to last.

cheers to us! :D

We're taking it back, doing it here

We're not gonna lose

That's how it's gonna be...

19:34

1) Sit back, and enjoy looking at yourself giving yourself that name.

or

2) Reflect on a possible way out.

I choose 2. 

Do you remember on your birthday this year, I gave you a no-condition 'treat' that you can have 3 songs every month from me FOC?

I didn't ask for anything in return, b'coz I believe you are a really smart person, who's only 'weakness' is your temperament. In other words, it's not that hard to solve the problem.

But even when I have given you such an offer, you suddenly do stuff dat makes me suspect you again. I don't want to, I hope to just close a blind eye and pretend nothing happened, but I can't. Is songs that important to you?

My reason for giving you songs is in the hope that you will be more open to us and to possibly control yourself from flaring up easily, no more no less. Yes, it is in every person's greed to ask for more, but in the real world, this is something we have to control. We can only have so much, so we'll take it as it is, not find unconventional means to get more.

What you did really stunned me, forcing me to take a step back. But your subsequent reaction totally upset all of us.

Have you seen yourself lately? Once you get angry over matters, you vent your anger on others too, especially the innocent young 1. What's the worth, rite? That wouldn't help you get anything either rite? I'm always open to suggestions and definitely improvement. To me, you definitely can.

It didn't stop there. On the day of the incident, the mere mention of no songs for this month pissed you off. Why? Why? Why? Sometimes it's good to stop and reflect 1st, then accept the fact that we have missed out something.

I didn't ask for anything materialistic in return, I don't want anything in return. All I ask for is for you to be as carefree as the younger 1.

Think carefully before you reply me, because promise is a really big word, and what you're promising will be the biggest and most honest promise you'll ever give to anyone.

Think of not the profits from the number of songs, but of the responsibility coming from both you and I.

Whether you think I'm just putting up a show here or not, I can tell you it's from the bottom of my heart. The believing part I have no other choice but to leave it to you.

Hope to here from you soon.

08:26

EVER HEARD OF LURING INTO TRAPS?

I'ts easy, juz take away something and the attacker will want it back again.

Just like soccer! get possession, and the ball will try 2 b won by the opponent.

Hence, stay in control.

Keep calm, and your opponent will be pissed at himself (and of course, u), WHEN IT DOESN'T BOTHER YOU A THING.

Hahax dun nid waste the effort of talking back, ignorance is bliss. :D

But still, thanks to all who helped! :D

(mostly 2 ppl ;) )

21:39

Tmr's the day.

My entry to the next round is all on this match.

If it's against top seeds, at least I know what standard to expect, but I'm facing an unknown, only the people up there knows~~~ >.<

Ah well, gd luk 2 myself! :D

Keep feet moving

Lock wrist (which I hurt 2day:S)

Hand point

Focus on ball

Swing

17:51