just like old times~~~

Embrace imperfections.
Don't build fantasies, because real life is captivating. <3

Today was the first time we met up after my (not-so-successful) confession. Turns out, it was not as awkward as I thought it would be. In fact, it was even better than before. (:

But I must say, I feel like I have this urge in myself in to get close to you whenever I can. I honestly felt like I kept trying to get a bit too close for comfort today. Hope that doesn't scare you away. :S :S :S



"There's a place, that I know
It's not pretty there and few have ever gone.
If I show it to you now,
will it make you run away?


Or will you stay? Even if it hurts
Even if I try to push you out, will you return?
And remind me who I really am,
Please remind me who I really am."


Can't keep on loving you from a distance...

funny thing called life

Met my ex yesterday.

And I think...it just made me even more certain that I made the decision not to continue being in a relationship with her. We still can go on and on about ourselves and a few funny stuff, but there's this barrier that hasn't disappeared since our dating days. So, i'm glad we're at least and still are friends and friends only. :D

But then it was also yesterday that I start thinking to myself, does that mean I've made the right decision in choosing who I wanna be with next? There's no barrier when I'm talking to her face to face, at the very most it's not courage on my part to confess in front of her, but somehow when it comes to sms, I don't feel like she really wants me to know everything about her. Hopefully not yet, but definitely not at this moment in time. No doubt, there are some very sensitive things that we sms about, but then u tell me you've asked a few others before that. I don't know...I really don't know...

Funny how life toys with you like that~



"So why does your pride, make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?"


Can't keep on loving you from a distance...

there, but not there yet~~~

Well, I've said it. It's taken almost forever but I did it.
Though maybe it wasn't the response I would really have wanted, but from what the sms said, she's not totally ruling it out, rite? Seriously hope so~

I might have said not to let these things affect any meetings we might have in the future, but I think we both know, that someway or another it's gonna play into the picture by itself. I'm trying my best not to make myself sound disappointed, hopefully I can take this through, till whenever she feels ready. (:


Can't keep on loving you from a distance...