Forget it.
The heart lies somewhere else. There's no use chasing a lost cause, things that are not within my reach, rite? No matter what is done, nobody can appreciate it, nobody will appreciate it. The love isn't here. It's there, so stop chasing. You'll nt reach it. Even if you did, you will not like what you see.
She told me that she thought she was single. That was all the info I needed to keep my hopes alive. Then one fateful day turned me upside down. I guess, I was too late. Why can't I get the message through? Why can't I say what I'm thinking? Why must I hide what I'm feeling?
Why can't you see, all that I've done now was not really just for me? Even in the examination hall, I'm thinking of not the paper, but who i'm really gonna do this for. Why can't you see it? Now, I really have no mood to do anyting anymore.
I'm having trouble to believe I was ever on your mind. It's getting harder just to breathe, coz you left my heart on the battle lines. You played the game, you called the shots, to get what you want. And I played your game long enough, took all the shots, in the end I lost. You and I weren't destiny, from the start wasn't meant to be.
You shut the door coz you have all the things you're hoping for, girl. So I guess it'd be best for both of us, if I didn't stay. I can't stay.
Admit it, we're finished. You want me no more. Like a nightmare, I lived it. It was too big to ignore. Abandoned, yea I'm crying inside. It's like you left me for dead. I'm so broken, my love's frozen. How do I have to live with regrets? Unexplainable, and unattainable.
Could've been, could've had, but you couldn't be sharing the same dreams as me.
Now here I am all alone outside, and I really wanna tell you everything I was feeling inside. Finally your mind will get some rest, and you'll feel much better. So close your tired eyes.
Maybe this Taipei trip nxt week could be a really good time. A good time for me to get over this whole thing. A good break to calm myself~~~
Standing alone
Holding on my own.
Stranded.
Lying here.
Hope had, disappeared.
Now I've no one to call, my own.
Look at my face, you'll see the pain in my eyes, you'll know the pain's in my heart.
I wasn't part of your story. Never be.
Now I don't even know how I'm gonna communicate with you anymore. Everytime I talk 2 u, I think about it. But if I don't talk 2 u, you'll definitely ask why I'm avoiding. What on earth has happened?
Should I stay? Should I go? Should've asked, yet don't wanna know. Who are you thinking bout? What is it that keeps me hanging on to every word you say? What is it that keeps me holding on to you?
Because you're stuck in my head like my favourite song. Without you here, I get nowhere. And I ask, "Why not me?"
I'm doing so not because I don't love you, but because I want you to be happy with who you are with. It's for the sake of you.
the never-spoken confession,
Aloovi the Alv
But it's me who's out here in the rain, knocking at your door
Paying the price, for all his lies
I'd write you a song, but I can't find the words to say
To tell you what's on my mind
But even a symphony can't say, what you mean to me
So how can I?
How can I give you
All of me, when all I get is half, of you.
Now tell me what am I, supposed to do
if all I get is half, of you
If all you give is half, of you
Wanna be the reason that you never look for love again
Baby girl I wanna be your lover, your best friend
How we gonna make it if you're never gonna let me in
What can I do, to prove that my love is true
I keep holding on for so as long, as it's gonna take
Until you realise
Look in my eyes, they won't ever let you be betrayed
I'm not that guy
But how can I give you
All of me, when all I get is half, of you.
Now tell me what am I, supposed to do
if all I get is half, of you
If all you give is half, of you
Now girl you got me locked up doing time
Got me paying for somebody else's crime
But how can love burn, if it's not returned
I need more than this, so how can I give
All of me, when all I get is half, of you.
Now tell me what am I, supposed to do
if all I get is half, of you
How can I give you all of me, when all I get is half, of you?
Now tell me what am I, supposed to do
if all I get is half, of you
If all you give is half, of you
from a distance...
