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Friday, October 30, 2009,


Still bored, so I decided to try and think bout something that is related, rather than directly is~~~

You wanna compare? You wanna compare? Well let's do it then.

I've alr shown you the album cover of Kris Allen's upcoming self-titled album. If you forgot, here it is.

Now we see Adam Lambert's cover. O.O I think many of you who just glance through this post would have seen this picture 1st before seeing the Kris Allen 1. Don't remind me how goose-bump-y this actually looks.

Adam, yes you openly tell ppl u're gay, fair enuf. But don't need to go further to show it this way, rite?

Do you really dare to buy this album and let your parents see this? I wun. Never will. Worse still, when they realise this is actually a guy. :S
I think I'll just stay with just downloading his songs ba. Looks, let's not see. :P

Even death metal albums aren't so gross -.-

Moving on to his music, to be sitting on the fence, I'll say his singles till date aren't so bad. Take the latest 1 as example ba. "Time For Miracles" is another brilliant lyrical piece. In fact, the song started out really well. Love the start, the way he sung it. But then it starts to get 'all wrong' and it's back to some Adam screamos -.- And it started sounding very old near the end. :S Gosh gosh...

And to b honest, after listening to his singles for a while, I actually think they all sounded quite the same. :S Kris Allen has more variety, which gives him the element of surprise over Adam.

No prizes for guessing which of the 2 albums I'm buying. Try harder next time though, Adam, by thinking bout the cover before anyting else. -.-

I also came across this great band's album cover. Check this out.
My hands are getting really itchy about all these albums at the moment. *.*


A 100 days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your, pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this, the same

But all the miles, that separate
Disappear now when I'm, dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby, and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight, it's only, you and me


Gets difficult but won't take away my love,
Aloovi the Alv



Can't keep on loving you
rocker from a distance...

06:50

Thursday, October 29, 2009,


Life really just ain't the same these few days. Feels like I'm watching every minute pass me by without doing or even wanting 2 do anyting.

Been playing a lot of soccer in sch these days. One way of getting back into fitness n stamina. ;) But i'll need more.
I think I wanna play some bball after tennis if no one stays at SPGG on saturday.~ Anyone wanna join in? :D

Everytime I hear a song, I relate it to you.
When singing a song together, are you thinking of that person, or is it someone else in your mind?


Now you're gone
I realised my love for you are strong
And I miss you here, now you're gone
I keep waiting here by the phone
With your pictures, hanging on the wall

Is this the way it's meant to be?
Only dreaming that you're missing me
I'm waiting here at home
I'll be crazy, now you're gone

There's an empty place in my heart
It won't alarm me, it will break apart
It won't heal, it never fades away
I'll be thinkin' bout you everyday.


I'm thinking of you, are you thinking of me?

Now you're gone,
Aloovi the Alv



Can't keep on loving you
rocker from a distance...

22:46

Wednesday, October 28, 2009,


The world is full of irony. Why? Coz people LOVE IRONY.

Just look at songs.
Have you realised that songs like "Happy" (by Leona Lewis) sound so unhappy, yet songs like "Down" seem so upbeat?! XD

Verdict: Contrast and irony is the new direction in life. Dare to be different. :D :D :D

Moving on, life just isn't the same when u're not talking to people.
It's been kinda boring today. Staring at the list of contacts, yet don't feel like talking to anyone at all. :( No one to share your troubles, no one to share your joy. Haiz...

Time flies in the blink of an eye, but time also moves as slow as a tortoise at times like now.

Speed up, tortoise. -.-



I always needed time, on my own
I never thought I'd, need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years, when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie, is made up on your side

When you walk away, I count the steps that you take
Do you see, how much, I need you right now?

When you're gone, the pieces of my heart, are missing you
When you're gone, the face I came to know, is missing too
When you're gone, the words, I need, to hear
To always get me through the day
And make it ok

I miss you.

I'd never felt this way, before
Everything that I do, reminds me of you
...I love the things that you do.

...

I miss you
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yea
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here, with me



when you're gone, I'm...,
Aloovi the Alv~



Can't keep on loving you
rocker from a distance...

21:45

Tuesday, October 27, 2009,


Looks like I'll be going for holiday...a lot.

Let's take u in on this.
12-18 November: Taipei
28-30 Nov: Bintan
Somewhere in December: Genting

As much as I like to travel with my family on such trips, this time I suddenly feel I don't exactly want all this, particularly the Taipei 1. Not because it'll be a sianx place, but b'coz mi SPEX tournament will be near then. :S Haiz...

Besides that, I wanna work. Enough said. :(

Do you feel your heart aching when someone leaves? A few years, a few months, a few days. Haiz...

Oh and uhh to a good fwen, hav fun in Bintan! :D Uhh get your phone fully charged btw, coz if I still rmb, you can hear 987FM from there!!! :D :D :D

Rmb 2 buy gifts :P jkjk~ xD

Alone,
Aloovi the Alv~




Tried to take a picture, of love
Didn't think I'd miss her, that much
I wanna fill this new frame
But it's empty

Tried to write a letter, in ink
It's been getting better, I think
I got a piece of paper
But it's empty
It's empty

Maybe we're trying, trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing, is beating our hearts
We're empty



Can't keep on loving you
rocker from a distance...

21:38

Monday, October 26, 2009,


"I just hope someone would really love me with everything he/she has got, would do anything for me and likes me for who I am.

He/She must be reallyreally nice to me, only wants to make me smile often and can understand and care for my feelings alot.

To like someone is to want him/her to be happy and alright, want to share his/her burden, want to make him/her happy, sacrificing as much as possible for him/her."

Someone's really growing up fast. Really fast. :D Good for you. ;)

I think, what was juz said shouldn't just be for that maturing friend of mine. But also to everyone who ever wants to have the other half. This should be the basis that eclipses all else.

Shockingly, we have the same standards. ;)

But it's all about the FEEL-ing in your heart.
That's why people always say, don't listen with your ears, but your heart.

I couldn't agree more.
And after doing so, I have firmly decided wad I'm gonna do.

If it doesn't work out, yes there may be awkwardness between us for a period of time. But I think she noes what I want, I noe what she wants. So in time even it that does happen, I'm sure the friendship will never end.

Thanks friend. ;)
One off the weakness list! :D :D :D


You might think, I don't look
But deep inside, the corner of my mind
I'm attached to you

I'm weak, it's true
Coz I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you, want, me too?
Coz my heart, keeps, falling faster

I've waited all my life, to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide, it's time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
Is this true?

You don't know, what you do
Everytime, you walk, into the room
I'm afraid to move

I'm weak, it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you, see, me too?
Do you even know you've met me?


Doing it all for her,
Aloovi the Alv



Can't keep on loving you
rocker from a distance...

18:25

Sunday, October 25, 2009,


"You should probably consider her feelings like making sure that what you're doing to her is giving her the freedom of choice and not a truckload of stress."
Quoted from a very good friend of mine.

Choices.
Chances.
Be there for her, not to pressurise her.
Time.
Wait for you.

Age is but a number.

"Because the fear that that person doesn't like him/her sometimes stop us from liking or falling for that person from the very start"

Making that 1st move.
Gut feeling?

"It just takes a bit more beliveing in themselves for relationships sometimes. They are just a belief away, but they just give up that believe and have a change of heart"

Fickle-minded.
Meaning what you said.
Giving it all up.
Yourself, her and both of you.
Belief.


Let her choose what she truly wants. B'coz no matter who she chooses, as long as she's happy with him, I'm fine with it.
Whether you love someone or not, feelings towards the person will never change.

Haiz,
Aloovi the Alv




Carry me, to heaven's arms
Light the way, and let me go
Take the time, to take my breath
I will end, where I began.

And I will find, the enemy, within
Coz I can feel it, crawl beneath my, skin

Dear agony
Just let go of me, suffer slowly
Is this the way it's gotta be
Dear agony



Can't keep on loving you
rocker from a distance...

18:57


This is my current in-song at the moment.

You may have heard of the tune before. Good.
But you also may not have heard it before at all. Even better.
Coz this can bring all the focus onto what I'm about to show you.

I think the lyrics to this song appeals so so much to me. In fact, I think how I'm gonna start loving someone (when I ever do), will be this way ba.

The first step is always the hardest, especially for a guy as shy as me~

What goes around, comes around ba. ;)
We'll see.



How do I get close, when she looks like an angel
A moment of her time just seems, impossible to me.
It's hard to find the words, to get to know this stranger
I'm scared of what she'll say, if what I say sounds incomplete

And it feels like,
We belong together
Can someone tell me where do I start? Coz,

I can't, keep on, feelin' the way I do
I can't, keep on, hiding my heart from you
I gotta say, something before
Someone else comes through
I can't keep on, loving you
From a distance

She's always on my mind
There's no room left for thinking
I'm tired of waiting, slowly fading, it needs to happen now.
Coz I'm running out of time
And I feel that this ship is sinking
The doors are closing, I am frozen,
I need her around

And it feels like,
We belong together
Can someone tell me where do I start? Coz,

I can't, keep on, feelin' the way I do
I can't, keep on, hiding my heart from you
I gotta say, something before
Someone else comes through
I can't, keep on, loving you
From a distance

From a distance
From a distance, From a distance

I can't hide
I can't, keep on, feelin' the way i do
And I can't, keep on, hiding my heart from you
I gotta say, something before
Someone else comes through
Coz I can't, keep on, loving you

I can't, keep on
Loving you
From a distance



You just have to applaud what Elliott Yamin has done here. The lyrics to this song, coupled with his angelic voice, just comes together like a perfect puzzle. I love this song!!!



Can't keep on loving you
rocker from a distance...

09:54

Saturday, October 24, 2009,


I reli don't know what to post today sia. :S

According to somebody, I played quite well today. But personally, I still tink I'm nt up to standard today. My smashes especially didn't work out very well. :( Or am I pushing myself too hard coz competition's coming?~~~

Baby cousin's in my house again. It's become like my wkend routine to take care of her luh lor. Yes, it's been reli tiring to take care, but one good thing is she doesn't cry when she doesn't have any company at all. She only cries when she poo-poos in her diapers. -.- Babies look weird when they wanna poo-poo. XD

Now I also understand why "babies are angels". Whenever my baby cousin comes, you can reli see the attitude of the people around her change. Even the most emo of kids will smile at babies. Why? Coz dat smile back from the baby is priceless, that juz melts your heart and makes you feel that all you've done for the baby was worth it.

Which actually makes me think about another situation (not regarding d baby, of course) that I've been seriously thinking about this few days. But I'm not gonna say it. Partly is coz someone told me I shouldn't kip on posting about you-know-wad, and rightly so, But partly also this thing I know can luh, don't wanna divulge. :S Sry :(

Dear passerby,
Whoever you are, please reveal yourself. Either openly reveal who you are, or let me know who you are personally. I don't wanna start the guessing game and speculate who is it. It's affecting the people around me, and I don't want that to happen. It pains me to know I speculate wrongly and ended up making more ppl upset. So please, in one way or another, let me know who you are.
Thanks.

Oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL!!! ;)
Thanks for the BLG Love Drunk album. :P Have a great 14th ;)

As confused as a man who forgot how to live,
Aloovi the Alv





Nobody cares
It's win or lose, not how you play the game
And the road to darkness has a way
Of always, knowing, my name
But I think nobody knows
Nobody knows, no no no no

Baby, oh the secret's safe with me
There's nowhere else in the world that I could ever be
And baby, don't it feel like I'm all alone
Who's gonna be there after the last angel has flown
And I've lost my way back home
And oh no no, no no, nobody knows

Tomorrow I'll be there my friend
I'll wake up and start all over again
When everybody else, is gone
No no no

Nobody knows
Nobody knows, the rhythm of my heart
The way I do when I'm lying in the dark
And the world, is asleep
I think nobody knows, nobody knows
Nobody knows, but me
Me



Can't keep on loving you
rocker from a distance...

22:36

Friday, October 23, 2009,


Someone didn't seem to be in much of a good mood this morning. :(

You know, whenever you're feeling down, I somehow also feel vry down too. (Great minds tink alike? o.o) I don't know how I'm so easily affected, but it happened.

But don't get me wrong. I don't want you to start hiding all your emotions to yourself. On the contrary, I hope you can let it all out. Share your joy, pain, dismay, anger. Only then can you feel better quicker. ;)

You know, I already have this "I-think-of-you-and-everything's-okay" effect on a certain person, one where whenever you're down, you think of dat particular someone and you'll feel better. Why? Coz you want to be happy for the person. Living/changing for someone is the best change the world can ever get. But, it takes 2 hands to clap, 2 sides to click.

Uhh up 2 u whether you want evry1 to know who you are ba.

Just the kind of song you'll need on a rainy (and gloomy at 1st) day like today.


I think of you and everything's okay,
Aloovi the Alv




You see life is a crazy thing, yea
There'll be good times and there'll be bad times
And everything in between
And I don't know, which way it's gonna change

If it's gonna be a rainy day
There's nothing we can do to make it change
We can pray for sunny weather
But that won't stop the rain

Feeling like you've got no place to run
I can be your shelter till it's done
We can make this last forever
So please don't stop the rain

Oh we're a little closer now
In finding what life's all about
Yea I know, you just can't stand it
When things don't go your way
But we've got no control over what, happens anyway, yea



Can't keep on loving you
rocker from a distance...

16:10

Wednesday, October 21, 2009,


First and foremost, I want to clearly state I will never interfere with my friends' personal lives. They want to make what kind of friends, be it boy or girl, is not within my control. They just have to prepare to face the consequences. I do not want to get involved in relationships of other people.

As the days go by, I'm starting 2 reli internalise and think about whether this is going anywhere at all.

And I think, maybe it's not. As much as I have feelings for you, you don't seem to have it towards me. There are still stuff u don't want to tell me. Besides, her heart seems 2 b somewhere else. I'm not gonna be so greedy as to go and interfere wiv other's relationships.

Maybe it's true. Being too nice to ppl may not always be a good thing. It can lead to misunderstandings.

'Passerby' is right. Maybe we should just avoid that awkward moment in the future. Maybe.

Let me be the one to suffer, not you.



Yeah she caught my eyes
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face, that I was
Flying high and I, don't, think, that I'll
See her again
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful, you're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face, in a crowded place,
And I don't know, what, to, do
Coz I'll never, be, with, you.

You're beautiful, you're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel
With a smile on her face
When she thought up that I should be with you

But it's time to face the truth
I will never be with you.



Am I doing the right thing?,
Aloovi the Alv



Can't keep on loving you
rocker from a distance...

19:05

Tuesday, October 20, 2009,


Let's start with the not-so-gd news 1st ba, then we move on to the slightly-better-but-still-not-good news.
先苦后甜! ;)

Currently my MSG (Mean Subject Grade) for the 3 subjects that I get back is 3.0. It's good in the sense that yes, I'm still on track to get into HCJC with MSG of 3.0 for all my 8 subjects. But not so good b'coz if you wanna choose your subjects, you need MSG of 2.5. :S

Let's do the math here ba, for the papers only exclude ACE n OP.

Bare minimum (i.e. get in2 HCJC) What I hope 2 get
Maths: A1, B4 Maths: A1, B4
Physics: B4 Phy: B4
Chem: B4 Chem: B3
Chinese: B4 Chine: A1
Eng: B3 Eng: A2
IHC: B4 (B4) IHC: A2 (A2)

So when you put all that 'hope' score in.
1+4+4+3+1+2+2+2 = 19
Divide by 8 subjects--> 19 / 8 = 2.38 (:D)
Just kip on hoping!

Now let's move away from those numbers, and move into sumting that interests me more. ;)

No wonder no wonder.

Radio 91.3 was playing a new song ytd, and I was having a hard time finding out whether it was a new song by Relient K, or a new song by Owl City. Hell bent sure it was Relient K, but apparently DJ says it's Owl City!!! O.O

The usual not-gonna-giv-up me was still unconvinced, so went straight to the comp and check it up. So check this out, I was half right.

The Bird And The Worm - Owl City feat. Matthew Thiessen
Cave In - Owl City feat. Matthew Thiessen
Tidal Wave - Owl City feat. Matthew Thiessen
FIREFLIES - Owl City feat. Matthew Thiessen

For most of you whom I presume duno who this Matthew guy is, he's the lead singer of Relient K. No wonder they sound so freaking alike. -.- That's like 1/3 of the album with this dude's voice in it sia, wth~

Darn you 2 people! Make mi lose mi small bet wiv mi bro. >.<

Still, I think I'm gonna add that album to my Christmas wishlist. Quite good actually. ;)





If you're, my girl
Swirl me around your room with feeling
And as, we twirl
The glow in the dark, stars on your ceiling
Will shine, for us
As love sweeps over the room coz we tend to make
Each other blush (you make me blush)

You and I, left our troubles, far behind
But I still have just one more question on my mind
For all my pals who live in the oceans and the seas
With fronds like these
Well who needs anemones?

You're the bird
I'm the worm, and it's plain to see
That we were meant to, be.



Can't keep on loving you
rocker from a distance...

09:30

Monday, October 19, 2009,


Talked to someone today and yesterday about sumting...reli interesting.
Not gonna disclose it :P, coz it's our little, or huge, secret. :P But seriously, I think I'm going crazy thinking bout wad we talked about~~~

Really mad over it.

Do you feel the feeling of wanting 2 do everything, change everything for one person? Yes?
And this means change for good, and a permanent change. Remember, you're changing for sum1 you reli cherish, so you've got to answer to your heart.

Also, do you feel the jealousy when she talks bout sum1 else? Yes? Haiz~
Or is it reli coz they're just not meant to be? HAIZ~~~

All the hints dropped one by one, but she dun seem to sense it.
When you seem to be getting closer to the breakthrough, either one or both move away and pretend we're not hinting anything. How am I suppose let her noe 'it's you' ???

For now, just let her concentrate on her numerous tasks at hand, and I'll just be there to support in whichever I can, then we'll see how it goes from there.

Yes, she's still young and seriously have a lot of time on her hands. And yes, someone else seems 2 be also doing the same thing to her, but ultimately it's her choice.
There is only so much you can do.

Just hope she gets it.


Mad over it,
Aloovi the Alv





No matter
Where, the day goes
I, know, you're close, by

Changes
In, the seasons
It's, just, what's required

Love
Is all, we want
Love
Love
Is all, we need
Is all, that we really, want



Can't keep on loving you
rocker from a distance...

22:55

Sunday, October 18, 2009,


Am I very fickle-minded?
When one comes, another pops up, making u think twice before you make dat move. Haiz, life's full of twists and turns, but at least it means it's not boring. ;)

Moving on, take a look at this. Number 9.

I think the Ris Low tingy has influenced even stalls in Singapore. -.-
It's $1.40 for that prata btw, somewhere in Upper Thomson Road. XD


Next, take a look at this!

So confirm gonna buy his album. It's like one of the best album covers I've seen coming out from the Idol alumni. Well done. ;)

Still, I prefer Kris in the kind of casual shirt in the picture above for the single "Live Like We're Dying". More...casual. :D

I shall use mi $100 dollars Christmas budget to buy it. I've decided dat using that to buy games is a waste of money. -.- At least $60 bucks leh games. With $100 bucks, I can buy 5 albums leh...much more worth d money.

I think these are d 5 I'm gonna buy.
1. Kris Allen (self-titled album)
2. Carrie Underwood - Play On
3. Agnes Carlsson - Dance Love Pop
4. Daughtry - Leave This Town (deluxe?)
This might be quite 'shocking' to some, but yea I think they're a great band, with great lyrics, and with a great album cover. ;)
5. Green Day - 20th Century Breakdown

Tentative, which means I'll want your opinions whether I should buy them instead, prish? :D
a) Kings Of Leon - Only By The Night
Comment: I think their songs are not bad. Quite liked their 1st 2 singles, esp Use Somebody. Brilliant guitar players, I must say. Only when I checked wiki then I realise it has been such a hot seller worldwide!!! o.o Besides, they have cool surnames. XD Followill~ ;)

b) Alicia Keys - The Element Of Freedom
Comment: Totally no idea how the album cover will look like, just hopefully not the same as As I Am. :P

c) JoJo - All I Want Is Everything
Comment: Nice girl, if she dun over dress herself. -.-

Speaking of Carrie Underwood, I heard she was in Singapore on Friday. DAMN!!! >.<

Well dat's it from me for today. Cheers! ;)

Automatic, systematic and so traumatic,
Aloovi the Alv




But I just, can't, figure it out
I'm not, over you
Over you
And I just, can't, leave it alone
I'm not, over you
Over you

And you just, won't, pick up the phone
I'm not, over you
Over you
And I know, I'll, never get through
I'm not, over you
Over you

Ripped up the pictures of you, and me,
I try seeing other, girls
But they were just a distraction, never the same attraction
Going crazy over you



Can't keep on loving you
rocker from a distance...

09:00

Thursday, October 15, 2009,


Great! the exams finally ended for me.
but why do i feel more worried than a gust of excitement?

Have you ever EVER in your life done a paper, or papers, that can actually have the effect of making you doubt whether you reli shld b in this sch?
Seriously, after the 2 science papers, I reli doubted my real capability to even continue at this pace in JC. Can I cope with this level of competitiveness? Can I keep up with studying supposedly more than others? Haiz...

Maybe it's because I've realised, I've not juz let myself down, but you down too. Hopes pinned on you can either make you feel like a winner, or make you pin fall without knowing what reli hit you.

A double-edged sword...

Moving away from that, I think it's a pretty good time for me to put this song. Totally didn't expect you to get so tied up with EVEN MORE stuff after yr exams. I mean if u ask me, it's HELL you're going through. Hell. How can people juz pile on stuff on you one after another?

Remember you are still human, there is juz so much a person can do. Nobody in this world can satisfy every single person in his/her life. Don't care about all the pain in front of you, and just try to be happy.

Hang in there.
Support will come. Support is here. ;)

the downside of happiness,
Aloovi the Alv




Someone once told me, that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can't have everything
Don't you take chances, you might feel the pain
Don't you love in vain
Coz love won't set you free

I could stand, by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy, but safe as could be

So what it, hurts me
So what if I, break down
So what if this, world just throws me off, the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find, my place
I wanna hear, my sound
Don't care about, all the pain in front of me
Coz I'm just tryin'a be
Happy



Can't keep on loving you
rocker from a distance...

21:45

Wednesday, October 14, 2009,


I don't know how or why or when,
You started getting my attention.
If I could explain it, it wouldn't have been so hard on me.
But it has happened.

I've decided.

I'm not gonna make d move. Someone already has taken the liking.
So I'm juz gonna stay here and be the friend I am. For now, nothing more nothing less.

Whether you'll wait for me, let's just see ba. I hope so though. Knowing I'm not there for you, makes it so hard to leave. So why keep on dwelling on whether you feel the same way as I do, when I can be what I am now?

I muz admit, I've never had this feeling before.
But time will tell if this feeling moves on to anything.

If only you knew, if only you knew~

Being oneself,
Aloovi the Alv




If you only knew,
I'm hanging by a thread the web, I spin, for you
If you only knew
I'd sacrifice my beating heart, before, I lose, you

I still hold onto the letters, you returned
I swear I've lived and learned

It's 4:03
And I can't sleep, without you next to me, I
Toss and turn like the sea
If I drown tonight, bring me back to life
Breathe your breath in me the only thing that I still
believe, in, is you
If you only knew



Can't keep on loving you
rocker from a distance...

07:50

Tuesday, October 13, 2009,

Live Like We're Dying


Sometimes we fall down, and can't get, back up
We're hiding behind, skin that's, too tough
How come we don't say, I love you, enough till it's too late?
It's not too late

Our hearts are hungry, for a food that, won't come
We could make a, feast from, these crumbs
And we're all staring down, the barrel, of a gun
So if your life flashed before you,
What would you wish you would've done?

(Yea we gotta start)
Looking at the hand, of the time, we've been given here
This is all we got, and we gotta start, pickin' it
Every second counts, on a clock, that's tickin'
Gotta live, like we're dying
(We only got)
86, 400, seconds in a day to
Turn it all around, or throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em while we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

And if your plane fell, out of, the skies
Who would you call, with your, last goodbyes?
Should be so careful who, we live for, out our lives
So when we long for absolution, there'll be no one on the line

(Yea we gotta start)
Looking at the hand, of the time, we've been given here
This is all we got, and we gotta start, pickin' it
Every second counts, on a clock, that's tickin'
Gotta live, like we're dying
(We only got)
86, 400, seconds in a day to
Turn it all around, or throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em while we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

Like we're dying, oh, like we're dying
Like we're dying, oh, like we're dying
(We only got)
86, 400, seconds in a day to
Turn it all around, or throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em while we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

You never know a good thing till it's gone
You never see a crash till it's head on
Why everything went right when we're dead wrong
You never know a good thing till it's gone

Yea we gotta start
Looking at the hand, of the time, we've been given here
This is all we got, and we gotta start, pickin' it
Every second counts, on a clock, that's tickin'
Gotta live, like we're dying
(We only got)
86, 400, seconds in a day to
Turn it all around, or throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em while we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

Like we're dying, oh, like we're dying
Like we're dying, oh, like we're dying
(We only got)
86, 400, seconds in a day to
Turn it all around, or throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em while we got the chance to say
Gotta live, like we're dying



Can't keep on loving you
rocker from a distance...

12:12

Saturday, October 10, 2009,


It's been an awesome day.

(To start off, I realised today that someone likes SpongeBob. Also, there's gonna be something on next wk which I'm suppose 2 be surprised at? So yea, tennis ppl, if can come nxt saturday, come prish? xD)

Us tennis ppl and Shereen's classmates n NCC mates celebrated her bday. Lots of fun, played a few games which i myself nv tot i'll b so sporting enuf 2 play. I even got laughed at during bowling play lor, coz they all stick masking tape on mi back while i bowled lor. -.- But wad can i say? dat's mi, sporting as ever? :P Once is ok, but it doesn't get funi if it's always you. Rmb dat.

Come home still can c d cute baby cousin of mine. Really a cute 1 she is...a gem of a smile, I tell you. A gem of a smile... ;)

But my main point is wad I've got today. It's still another 2 days till my bday, but...

Thanks tennis gals fr d note, and d bk which apparently I gave it 2 wesley coz he needed it more than I do. Givin 2 d unfortunate ya? So hope y'all dun mind. :D

And another big big thanks to another fwen whom I don't wanna name. She noes who she is, and I hope she don't reveal herself ba. (Let's kip it hush hush :P)
That's a wonderful note you wrote. Good that it's yr style, smilies rox! :D :D :D

There isn't many who could make a guy ache, but I muz admit, I was kinda 'crying' inside luh when I read dat note. Thanks again, great fwen! ;)

Definitely my best gift till date...thanks. ;)

You noe, I actually wanted to do the same thing on your bday leh, but I couldn't bring myself 2 write it leh, coz my handwriting is terrible, and I don't wanna ruin gifts, eh?:S So yea...now my gift on yr bday looks so mediocre, and I feel so guilty that you've risked so much for the gift like you did. So sincerely, thank you.

I don't know how many times I've already said 'thank you', but I really don't know how 2 show my appreciation. I'm nt so good wiv words, yea? so pardon me for knowing the one big word that says it all. THANK YOU! :D :D :D

There's gonna be more surprises, apparently. So i'll juz see what happens in 1 day, 3 and a half hours' tym. ;)

Oh btw d note from the tennis gals was kinda cool, mostly wishing happy bday n gd luk fr exams, but one did say something bout wishing me good luck in finding d 'ideal girl' i talked about here. I tink I nid 2 reply it here:
I hope so, but it seems like mi requirements are so outrageous n so many, it may never come.
Or maybe she's here alr? I don't know.

You know, I think she is here alr. I juz hope she noes.

I shall end off with this quote by Jack Benny:
"Age is strictly a case of mind over matter. If you don't mind, it doesn't matter."

I don't mind! :D :D :D


Wanting 2 b but nt yet in it,
Aloovi the Alv :D :D :D
(awesome sentimental close-2-d-heart lyrics below...prish look! :D)





I once believed,
That there was no one for me
Until I met you
But I couldn't see,
How happy I could be
Until I met you

Until I met, you
Met you

Standing alone,
No one to call my own
Until I met you
Holding on my own,
And I was colder than stone
Until I met you
Yea, yea, yea

Until I met, you my world was empty
Until I met, you the sky was grey
And everything I thought that I believe in
I can feel it all, slip away
That was up until the day
(Until the day I met you)



Can't keep on loving you
rocker from a distance...

19:24

Monday, October 05, 2009,

WISHLIST!!! :D :D :D


Well, I tink it's about time I roll out my wishlist.
Just nice 1 week summore. ;)

Hahax also, I tink i shall help y'all by trying 2 telling y'all which 1 shld split prices ;)...among yrselves! :P


1. Sony earpiece!
Comment: I so badly need this. My current earpiece is falling apart!!! :(
Price-wise, I not sure though

2. Leona Lewis's 1st album, Spirit (Deluxe Edition) --- around $18+
Comment: Must be deluxe edition, coz I dun lyk d album cover on the her non-deluxe album. Looks like alien :S (A hot hot hot vegetarian alien!!! ;))
This 1 can split between 2, 3 or more ppl ba, i guess. :D

3. Wayne Rooney figurine! :P (jersey number 10)
Comment: This 1 i also nt sure of price, depends on d size anw. :P Jia yous on this! :D

4. Darren Fletcher figurine! :P (jersey number 24)
Comment: same as rooney. xD

5. Giggs figurine! (jersey number 11)

6. Daughtry's 2nd album, Leave This Town (Deluxe Edition) --- around $18+
Comment: I'm nt sure whether the deluxe has been out in Singapore or not, but if hopefully somebody can? :D :D :D
Coz several (almost all) the bonus tracks in deluxe are awesome!!!

7. Nick Lachey's 3rd studio album, Coming Up For Air
Comment: It's suppose 2 b slated for an October release, so I'm not sure when's it actually out, even less know about d price. xD But from d 2 songs I've known from the album, it's a pretty good album overall, I guess. ;)

8.
Comment: I have no idea what this is called. Saw it somewhere in the central area at the start of the year. (That's the bad thing about having your bday near the end of the year~ You forget easily!!! -.-)

9.

Comment: Same for these 2. Uhh good luck finding! ;) Oh all these shouldn't be more than $10

10. Theory Of A Deadman's 3rd album, Scars & Souvenirs --- around $17 :D
Comment: Oh I almost forgot this one...rocking good these guys. Yea sure there are several f*** words here and there, but I like their songs. Some fun, some funny, some juz great vocals. ;)
Again, if have deluxe, TOLONG TOLONG!!! :D :D :D


Ok as for the next gift, I really dun expect anyone to even go near buying it for me. Coz it's gonna be a bomb!!!

11. Man United Away T-shirt
The last I've checked, it's $99+ bucks. :S
pictures taken from footy-boots.com

Still, if you really wanna surprise me, be my guest. Birthdays are meant for surprises, eh? xD

But what I can tell you is, I'll be reli grateful if you really do fork out so much for this. :D :D :D

Thank you in advance! ;)



Can't keep on loving you
rocker from a distance...

13:15


I have decided. I shall post songs on alternate days. :D
So let's see...I'm suppose 2 start on thurs, so saturday...den 2day! Yes! ;)

Kinda long ago liaox dis song...it's lyk d 'old' Jesse McCartney, the one that produces more likable music. -.-

Still, enjoy! ;) Nice lyrics :D



I am not a child now
I can take care of myself
I mustn't let them down now
Mustn't let them see me cry
Coz I'm fine
I'm fine

I'm too tired to listen
I'm too old to believe
All these childish stories
There is no such thing as faith, and trust
And pixie dust

I'll try
But it's so hard to believe
I'll try
But I can't see what you see
I'll try
I'll try, I'll try

My whole world is changing
I don't know where to turn
I can't leave you waiting
But I can't stay and watch the city, burn
Watch it, burn

Coz I'll try
But it's so hard to believe
I'll try
But I can't see where you'll see
I'll try, I'll try

I try and try
To understand, the distance in between
The love I feel,
the things I fear, and every, single, dream

I can finally see it
Now I have to believe
All those precious stories
All the world is made of faith, and trust
And pixie dust

So I'll try
Coz I finally believe
I'll try,
Coz I can see where you'll see
I'll try, I'll try

I'll try...
to fly



Can't keep on loving you
rocker from a distance...

12:31

Saturday, October 03, 2009,


Changed blogsong...twice in 2 days. xD

Not that the former wasn't good, it's brilliant in fact. It's just dat I think at a time like this, everyone needs 2 b pumped up for the exams, instead of go all emo over it. :D

So let's get in2 d mood, geniuses!!!


My girl's ready, to take control, she just blows
My mind
She only listens, to the radio, to see who's aloud (yea!)

She wakes up scared, of getting old, she don't feel
No shame
She knows so many, pretty boys, but they are all the same

They said "Hey there girl, tell me what do you do"
She said "Nothing but I'm damn sure it's more than you"

That girl's a, genius, whoa oh oh oh, oh oh
I think she's, serious, whoa oh oh oh, oh oh oh

If what you know, is who you are, then she's
Everything
You don't need an education, to know the class, that you're in

They said "Hey there girl, tell me what do you do"
She said "Nothing but I'm damn sure it's more than you"

That girl's a, genius, whoa oh oh oh, oh oh
I think she's, serious, whoa oh oh oh, oh oh
That girl's a, genius, whoa oh oh oh, oh oh
I think she's, serious, whoa oh oh oh, oh oh oh

She said, "Hey there boy, come on over and sit"
Love is when you wanna kiss and you get bit

That girl's a, genius, whoa oh oh oh, oh oh
I think she's, serious, whoa oh oh oh, oh oh
That girl's a, genius, whoa oh oh oh, oh oh
I think she's, serious, whoa oh oh oh, oh oh

That girl's a, genius
That girl's a, genius
That girl's a, genius, whoa oh oh oh, oh oh oh
Uh!



Can't keep on loving you
rocker from a distance...

07:58

Friday, October 02, 2009,


Ok, this few days, because it'll b my EOYs too (argh!), I sure won't be posting so much of my life. It'll b boring anw, since I'm just going for exam and coming back (probably feeling dejected -.-).

Hence, these days, it shall all be...motivational...songs! :P
Hopefully this will help everyone tide through this emo time. :D JIA YOUS!!! ;)

Let's start with a classic ba. Hope everyone will have that hero in you. :D :D :D



There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid, of what you are

There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know, will melt away

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It's, a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand, for you to hold

You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt, will disappear

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

Lord knows, dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone, tear them away
Hold on, there will be tomorrow
In time, you'll find the way

Then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

That a hero lies in, you
That a hero lies in, you



Can't keep on loving you
rocker from a distance...

09:22