Sunday, June 14, 2009,
It's just not fair.
With my current lousy results in mind, I have already agreed to cut down on my frequency of playing tennis in a week, since competition is now over. (Competition period I played 6/7 times a week i.e everyday!)
Hence, I have told myself this.
Monday: Only afternoon-evening (3-7pm) used to play tennis!
this means that I have from morning till around 2pm to study. Evening when reach home after dinner, play. :D Good plan.
Tuesday: Out from morning till arnd 4pm, coz taking care of cute kids. Yes, that CIP again :D
this means that I have after 4pm to study till, say, 8pm. Then dinner, then play till 10pm only. Fair enough a day.
Wednesday: Only morning till afternoon 1.30 used to play tennis!
this means that I have the whole remaining afternoon to study, till around 7/8pm. Remaining night to play. :D Good plan too.
Thursday: TOTALLY AT HOME
this means that I can study from morning till 5/5+pm. then remaining time I shall play. More playing time, yea, but also more studying time. :D
Friday: Out with kids again till arnd 4pm.
this means that it's the same as tuesdays.
Now, tomorrow I'm gonna be striped of one of my 2 wkdays to play tennis. For what? To go look at massage chairs -.-
Fair enough a reason? I think not.
I mean, do I really wanna go see 1? Do I really need 1?
Will I really use it? O.O
So why do I have to join in?
And now, they are telling me that I shouldn't play so much tennis.
C'mon, for the sake of my studies, I have already forsaken a lot of tennis, esp when, like you all said, I'm not reli gonna go pro in d tennis sport.
But it's my only chance to be away from my books, my computer, and you wanna use this time to go see massage chairs.
Not only that, you guys took a step further and reminded me that my results aren't really improving.
Nice going, I wonder if going to look at massage chairs can actually help me improve~~~
It's never enough, to say I'm sorry
It's never enough, to say I care
But I'm caught between
what you wanted from me
And knowing if I give it to you, I might just disappear
Nobody wins when everyone's losing
Oh, it's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do, you're always mad
And I can't change your mind.
Can't keep on loving you
from a distance...
20:13
