Saturday, August 29, 2009,
2day's tennis went horridly wrong for me. It started off quite well, but after that I duno wad got in2 me. It's lyk I've nv played tennis b4 all my life. >.<
I think it's my focus. As the hot day went on, I just totally lost all my concentration on the ball, and swinging like nobody's business. :S
Or is it juz my strokes?
Mi strokes have never been the most smooth to start with.
1. I always don't take it IN FRONT of me.
2. I always don't FOLLOW THROUGH.
3. I always don't STIFFEN my hold on the grip. (causing my wrist to fling at hard shots)
4. I always don't follow golden rule of avoiding USE OF WRIST.
Please, Alvin, get your mindset rite.
I've been in reflective mood the whole day. I've been thinking wad's going on with me today. And I'm actually using anything I'm holding to practise my strokes!!!
For a moment before dinner, I almost lost control at myself and felt lyk kicking the cars I see in the carpark. :S Luckily, I didn't talk to anyone and tried to contain myself to just me and my music. o.o
I think i'm going crazy over a trivial matter.
Or maybe tennis has now been more than just a trivial matter in my life? I srsly don't know.
My mum says whenever you feel you're feeling down, there's this thing in your head that drives you to hold on, to persevere. It can be a person, a feeling, or a thing.
I think it's all three into 1. A person can make you have this perseverance feeling, and he/she's related to you by this thing.
Thank you very much. (hopefully you know who you are)
Oh and if you do, don't let other people noe. Let's kip this among ourselves. ;)
Still holding on,
Aloovi the Alv
I miss hearing your laughter, and all the little things
Forgotten what it's like to hold you
Coz where I am right now, so unforgiving
It's numbing everything.
So close, yet so far
It's tearing me apart
What I would do to be there with you
So close, yet so far
It's tearing me apart
What I would do to be back with you
So promise, no matter how long it takes for me to get back to you,
You'll wait for me
I promise, no matter how far away I go, I'll come back to you
Just wait and see
I miss being at home
I miss your face
Don't think I, can wait...
Can't keep on loving you
from a distance...
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