Saturday, August 22, 2009,
Life of 1-week MC dude - Day 4My body's aching, but not for the reasons as you have seen for past 3 days. Rather, it's the result of the past 3 days.
I've been sleeping a bit too much for the past 3 days, so quite naturally muscles all have stiffen. Everytime I stretch in bed, the cracking of bones can be so clearly heard, as if I've juz slept through an entire season. -.- Immediately following that is the muscle tightening. Haiz...
Which brings me to my next point.
According to my clock, at the point when I wrote this part, it's smack 10.00am now.
On a Saturday.
Morning.
I think anyone who is close enough a friend would know what I should be doing at this time of the Saturday morning. Unfortunately, this will not be the case today. :(
It's really painful to be sitting at home and constantly looking at the clock, then looking at the awesome weather today. That's how much a passion it is for me. Being confined in the house for a week really sux. >.<
I somehow think, if I were 2 really be bed-ridden sick, I at least have the excuse 2 tell myself I have to be at home. However, I'm quite fine now.
Besides, I know my limits. I definitely can't play. But I just wanna watch. Promise.
I also know it's quite hard 2 believe me when it comes to tennis, coz whenever I get near the court, I definitely will be super tempted 2 pick up a racket n get on the court. Once I start, I seldom stop. :S
I'm not blaming anyone actually. Just wanting 2 pen down my frustration~
Oh on the 'sunny side up' XD, I've got someone else I wanna thank, coz she juz smsed mi 1.
Thank you Rachel, for your well wishes. ;) Very hard 2 communicate when we seldom see each other, but grateful for the effort 2 sms me. Thank you! :D
Well, I guess that's about it.
"Do you wanna go fight for something in your life which you don't know what will happen in the future? Or cherish the one who's always been waiting for you all this while?" The choice is yours.
Peace!
Dilemma,
Aloovi the Alv
I guess I just got lost, being someone else
I tried to kill the pain, nothing ever helped
I left myself behind, somewhere along the way
Hoping to come back around, to find myself someday.
Lately I'm so tired of waiting for you.
To say that it's ok
But tell me please, would you one time,
Just let me be myself?
So I can shine, with my own light
Let me be myself
Would you let me be myself?
Can't keep on loving you
from a distance...
09:42
