Tuesday, September 08, 2009,
I was right, and wrong.
My stay in the competition ended today. Why? Coz nothing worked out as perfectly as it did yesterday. :(
I lost to my own confidence, lost to my own self.
I DEFINITELY COULD HAVE DONE BETTER. haiz~
Still, I think it's a great experience, and I'll learn from it. ;)
I shall just sleep it through, and get back on the court to work on improving myself tmr, while it's still fresh in my mind. I CAN DO IT! :D
For the record, I nid to work on my 2nd serve, and definitely my confidence (which means the follow through, the focus, etc.) -.-
Oh and I tink I shall juz announce this to all in tennis, and all other fwenz who wanna noe...
I DO NOT WANNA JOIN ANOTHER SPEX/PESTA SUKAN ever again.
It's not entirely about the competition. It's more of an individual opinion. I think spending $50+ dollars to play singles & doubles is reli not worth my money, time and effort if i'm juz gonna treat tennis as a recreational sport. (though yes, I wanna do it well as a recreational :D) I mean, it's not lyk I'm seriously thinking about going pro, rite? So the time you put into the preparation for one competition, might as well concentrate it on your studies, rite?
It's recreational, so I guess I'll just stick to joining smaller competitions like fun doubles, etc. I think that's about the furthest I'll go, because the money is hard-earned money from my parents, the time and effort for the preparation should be used in more appropriate areas like my studies. Well thought-out, eh? :D
Nevertheless, I'll never forget d experience of nerve-wrecking games. Luv the challenge brought up by it, and hopefully I'll learn 2 thrive even more under pressure. C: (sorry ar kop yr smile :P)
Off from tennis, we went 2 eat at IMM after our thrashing by 2 ang-moh doubles. -.- Reli long distance walk seh...summore we played tennis before dat. Tired!!!
After almost 25 mins, we finally reached there. Quickly we decided to eat Macs. (duno y also -.-)
Hahax but the fun part came when we were chatting after finish eating.
Seriously now I can't even rmb what we started chatting from. But I know we reached a point where we were saying Wesley's ideal girl. Super funny! To keep this short and concise, here's a summary of wad we talked about.
Wesley's ideal girl must be thin waist, not too fat, not too skinny, well-mannered and not ah-lian. Hahax then we started questioning that, coz u imagine ar...thin waist but muz b of normal size. So the bottom half muz b skinny, then the top half muz b wide?! Like wide shoulders or sumting....HAHAX weird seh!!! LOOKS LIKE MAN!!! XD (Oh and wesley mentioned something bout 2 ppl frm tennis. Enuf said. xD)
We then asked Wesley to give sum examples frm d ppl we see at IMM while sitting at macs, and in the end we went around IMM looking at 'potentials'. XD We even went in2 Giant supermarket leh! (coz finding well-mannered 1s mah = filial) His favourite pastime activity. WAHAHA
Oh and for the record, he rates IMM 2 stars out of a possible 5, coz it took us d laz 5 mins to actually find decent 1s. Others all either too sluttish, or too ah-lian. :P Vivo gets 4 out of 5, according to him. Eh Wesley, Tampines got 3 malls side-by-side leh, ever considered there?
Come to think of it, since you so want that cooking course at Temasek Poly, mebbe it's the perfect time to change house leh. Got 'extra incentives', eh? XD
But that got me thinking about myself leh. What is my ideal girl?
I think a lot of people reli reli wants 2 know this from me. Well, here goes nothing. :D
My ideal girl ar? Must have:
1. Filial (top of the list!)
2. Sympathetic towards the less unfortunate (I reli want to be able to do community work together and stuff ;) )
3. Fun :D
4. No over-confidence behaviour. (Jokingly ego is different from over-confidence behaviour for those who needs clarification :D)
K lar, can't be all innate onli, rite? As humans, we muz hav sum aim for the external, rite? (although srsly, I dun tink it matters as much as the innate to me leh. o.o)
So uhh, as for external beauty:
1. Not too skinny (i think they look reli scary wen too boney :S)
2. Not too fat (no comments!)
3. A face that always keeps that beautiful smile.
4. Girl-next-door looks
This shouldn't be just it. There should be more, something in me tells me there's some more!!!
Oh I also want her to share the same interests with me, like tennis.
Why? Because I want to share my every great moment with her, enjoying it together. ;)
Daughtry's still my all-time favourite band, and will always be, so hopefully my ideal girl will luv them 2 bits too? :D :D :D
As you can see, my expectations are reli not very high. This just shows one thing. I don't want a fanciful girl 2 live with, I just want someone simple enough for me to love. I don't even want myself to become pop-star kind of big. I just want a simple life, a simple family, the chance to live with my loved ones. That's all I'm asking for. :D
You know, you always hear and see about love, that when you feel that sudden excitement and attraction to a certain somebody, that's love. I would juz like to set it straight here for everyone to internalise. :D
Remember, that kind of feeling will never last forever. And I don't mean it being juz a crush only. I meant that even if you go on 2 marry this girl, you're gonna be living with her. That feeling will now go away, and it's back 2 the usual feeling. So think carefully before making a decision. Yea ;)
My dad says a guy should get married around 28-32 years old. I beg 2 differ. Age isn't the matter, it's about the right one coming in. But just don't wait till too old, if not can't have kids!
I want kids! Babies are the cutest things the world has came up with, so yea. Enough said again. xD
Speaking of which, another reason why I suddenly decided 2 come out and say this, is because my dad (who juz turned 50) made a wish---to have more than just my mum and dad, me and my 2 brothers on his 60th!!! -.-
Nice try, dad. Uhh I'll try? No promises though :P
Somehow, a part of me tells me I want to make his wish come true.
Let's just wait and see what comes our way ba. As a relatively less-confident person, I know I probably wun hav dat much courage as a lot of my other fwenz do to ask girls out. But who ever said it has to be one way, rite? :D
I think for my case it'll be the other way lor, but the thing is, will there be dat way?
All in all, "what goes around, comes around."
Peace!
Waiting for the right one,
Aloovi the Alv
When I see you
I run out of words, to say
I wouldn't leave you
Coz you're that type of girl, to make me stay
(I see the guys tryna holla, girl I don't wanna bother you)
Coz you're independent and you got my attention
(Can I, be your baby father? Girl, I just wanna show you)
That I love what you are doin'
I see you in the club
You gettin' down girl, I wanna get with you, yea
I see you in the club
You showin' thugs love, I wanna get with you
You're so beautiful, so damn beautiful
Said you're so beautiful, so damn beautiful
You're so beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful
You're so beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful
You're so beautiful
Like the clouds you,
drift me away, far away (yea)
And like the sun you,
brighten the day, you brighten my day (yea)
I never wanna see you (cry, cry, cry)
And I never wanna tell a (lie, lie, lie)
Said I never wanna see you (cry, cry, cry)
And I never wanna tell her (lie, lie, lies)
Can't keep on loving you
from a distance...
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