Saturday, September 19, 2009,
This part is partly to reply to 2 of my good friends' tags:
I'm a reli weird person 1. I gain self confidence by being honest to myself, coz I believe that being true to myself means I know my weakness(es). By doing so, I can work my weakness to a strength, or use my strength to overshadow/mask that weakness. ;) ~Aloovi's Principle~ :D
Away from that, I think things in this world can just happen in the blink of an eye. Woosh, and it's here. Woosh, and it's gone again. So we should cherish every moment we have now, instead of fretting over what's gonna happen in the future.
Things also happen without you knowing. It can be good, it can be hurting, but at least it frees you from all that guessing and speculation.
Thanks, stupid rain, for making me play 20 minutes of tennis den stop. Dark clouds for 1 hour, then drizzle very lightly, then suddenly poured mercilessly. Argh! But on the bright side, I played pool and cards, and studied Chem in d evening too. ;)
Oh still, I was surprised 2 see a particular sum1 in training today. I thought she was confined home? XD
Thanks to pool, I learnt to steady my hand and go for a shot like there's no tomorrow. Hahax but we were almost putting tape on our eyelids when the girls tried pool. They almost took more than an hour. Nevertheless, given it's 1st time, good try good try! ;) Practice makes perfect anw. :D After EOYs ba~ :D :D :D
In other news, I seriously think relationship is not the thing for me now. I really just wanna get 2 expand my scope of friends 1st, take it a step at a time, and see what happens from there. It takes both sides to reli wanna be in it to actually call it a relationship. Consensus, yea? So relationships now? I'll leave it open for opinions. :D
Besides, who knows? Mebbe lightning will strike a change. I'm still holding on, hoping. ;)
Or mebbe it's here already, juz dat either I duno wad the feeling is, I duno where's it coming from, or I'm plain emotionless. -.- That's why, I'm not smart enuf 2 noe dat. :P
Come to think of it, mebbe I'm juz trying 2 avoid it at all cost. But then I have 2 ask myself, is my reason reli juz coz studies is more important now? Hmm...
Ideal girl trait no. 12 (12 already?!): Outgoing personality. xD
I duno where I heard this before, but it says that a relationship is true only if it manages to pass the 100 day mark.
I tink i'm just gonna wait for dat 1st day 1st. XD
On another note, jia yous to a fwen about to make this reli a 'CHANGE' season, and well wishes to 2 who suddenly shocked mi. XD Hush hush~ ;)
Oh and congratz to another fwen who's gonna join the next SPEX tournament. :D C'mon! xD
I don't wanna be in love (yet),
Aloovi the Alv
(I duno how many ppl actually knew d song below seh :P, listen 91.3 n u would hav...BLG feat. Taylor Swift!!! :D :D :D)
[Martin Johnson, lead singer of BLG]
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought,
"Hey, you know, this could, be something"
Coz everything you do, and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now, I'm left with nothing.
[Both]
So maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Maybe two, is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out, the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one
[Taylor]
I remember every look upon your face,
[Martin]
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste
You make, it hard, for breathing
[Both]
Coz when I close my eyes and drift away,
I think of you and everything's okay
And finally now, we're leaving
Can't keep on loving you
from a distance...
23:33
