Wednesday, October 14, 2009,
I don't know how or why or when,
You started getting my attention.
If I could explain it, it wouldn't have been so hard on me.
But it has happened.
I've decided.
I'm not gonna make d move. Someone already has taken the liking.
So I'm juz gonna stay here and be the friend I am. For now, nothing more nothing less.
Whether you'll wait for me, let's just see ba. I hope so though. Knowing I'm not there for you, makes it so hard to leave. So why keep on dwelling on whether you feel the same way as I do, when I can be what I am now?
I muz admit, I've never had this feeling before.
But time will tell if this feeling moves on to anything.
If only you knew, if only you knew~
Being oneself,
Aloovi the Alv
If you only knew,
I'm hanging by a thread the web, I spin, for you
If you only knew
I'd sacrifice my beating heart, before, I lose, you
I still hold onto the letters, you returned
I swear I've lived and learned
It's 4:03
And I can't sleep, without you next to me, I
Toss and turn like the sea
If I drown tonight, bring me back to life
Breathe your breath in me the only thing that I still
believe, in, is you
If you only knew
Can't keep on loving you
from a distance...
07:50
