Wednesday, November 11, 2009,
Things aren't as easy as it seems. You may think you are handling it well, but maybe you're not.
It only seems well because you're not seeing each other now, but one you are near, everything juz crumbles again.
You lose focus.
I blame no one for this. It's juz me.
Don't take your eyes off the prize. You never know, you might juz feel yourself distancing~
FOCUS&CONTROL.
Whether you know or not, I dun even noe who to believe now. Somehow I want you to know, but yet also not.
I was really on the brink of telling, but since u can't promise, I guess it's best not 2 do so. Besides, it's not worth giving it all up for this.
Promise is a big word. Glad you took time to think about it before you said it.
What I want may not be what you want,
Aloovi the Alv
I gave you everything but nothing's ever good enough
I tried to be the one you call, the one that you can trust
But the games have all been played
And there's nothing left to save
You shut the door coz you have all the things you're hoping girl
Don't call me back coz you know that I'll, keep, going on
I'm telling you I'm gone
I'm telling you
Well, you never did care, enough about me, anyway (girl you know it's too late)
So I guess it'd be best, for both of us if I, didn't stay (I just can't stay)
Well, you never did care, enough about me, anyway
Left my heart, on the floor, now you know, gotta go, my own way
I can't stay, my own way
I can't stay, my own way
I can't stay, my own way
Can't keep on loving you
from a distance...
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