Thursday, April 08, 2010,
I can take the rain, on the roof of this, empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few, tears now and then and just, let 'em out
I'm not afraid to cry, every once, in a while, even though
Going on, with you gone, still upsets me
There are days, every now, and again, I pretend, I'm okay
But that's, not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that loving you, is what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal, with the pain of losing you, everywhere I go
But I'm doing it
It's hard to force that smile, when I see our old, friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with, this regret,
But I know, if I could do it over
I would trade, give away, all the words, that I saved, in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say (much to say)
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that loving you, is what I was tryin' to do, oh
Oh yea, yeah
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say (to, say)
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that loving you, is what I was tryin' to do
Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying, to do
Can't keep on loving you
from a distance...
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