Saturday, April 24, 2010,
I look at my April 20 post, and EVERYTHING STILL STANDS.
Every night, I curl up in bed, muffing any cries I may have. Every morning, on the bus to school, I have one hand holding onto my phone, the other clinging tightly onto that frog, even if there are sharp edges, hoping that a miracle, and really a huge miracle, could happen. Yes I'm weak, coz I really don't know what else I can do already.
Till now, it hasn't.
Again, it's a lone battle, and I am still the annoying, uninteresting pest.
What is the world becoming of? Is studies and being in different schs, different places causing all these?
How come, we could not weather
This storm, and just do better
Why, did we say good-bye?
Can't keep on loving you
from a distance...
14:58