Wednesday, April 28, 2010,
Day 30
There you see it, exactly 1 month, and another milestone in my discovery of myself.
I really do suck. Everything, every doing, every word that comes out of me is never right. Never.
Me trying to help, trying to be concerned always = failing/angering/pissing ppl off, etc.
Thing is, I want everything between us to work, and in the end, even just being friends, I failed in all of them.
Done deal, I totally suck.
Can't keep on loving you
from a distance...
22:11
