Thursday, October 15, 2009,
Great! the exams finally ended for me.
but why do i feel more worried than a gust of excitement?
Have you ever EVER in your life done a paper, or papers, that can actually have the effect of making you doubt whether you reli shld b in this sch?
Seriously, after the 2 science papers, I reli doubted my real capability to even continue at this pace in JC. Can I cope with this level of competitiveness? Can I keep up with studying supposedly more than others? Haiz...
Maybe it's because I've realised, I've not juz let myself down, but you down too. Hopes pinned on you can either make you feel like a winner, or make you pin fall without knowing what reli hit you.
A double-edged sword...
Moving away from that, I think it's a pretty good time for me to put this song. Totally didn't expect you to get so tied up with EVEN MORE stuff after yr exams. I mean if u ask me, it's HELL you're going through. Hell. How can people juz pile on stuff on you one after another?
Remember you are still human, there is juz so much a person can do. Nobody in this world can satisfy every single person in his/her life. Don't care about all the pain in front of you, and just try to be happy.
Hang in there.
Support will come. Support is here. ;)
the downside of happiness,
Aloovi the Alv
Someone once told me, that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can't have everything
Don't you take chances, you might feel the pain
Don't you love in vain
Coz love won't set you free
I could stand, by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy, but safe as could be
So what it, hurts me
So what if I, break down
So what if this, world just throws me off, the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find, my place
I wanna hear, my sound
Don't care about, all the pain in front of me
Coz I'm just tryin'a be
Happy
Can't keep on loving you
from a distance...
21:45
